I feel lot better now

After came back from the library n usrah at Sakina's hse, I slept for nearly 4 hours. I wished I can sleep for few more hours, but then I have to get up for our planning 'birthday bash' for Marisa. We spent an hour to finish delicious melting chocolate cake+ mayonaised wedges+ very sweet rolls cake+ peeled by Kerry apples...not so bad huuuh...then we gave Marisa a birthday present, which is a bagpack that she dreamed for....

At 1a.m, me and my rumet started burning the midnight oil until subuh. I usually listen to my Mix.fm playlist but last night, I listened to Nasyid-only playlist. I guess I need somethg soothing. One of the songs drew my attention and made me hold for seconds, try to figure the beautiful messages conveyed by the band. OMG, thanks for leading me to the right path. Below is the lyrics of the nasyid;

LUKISAN ALAM by Hijjaz

Hidup Tidak Selalunya Indah
Langit Tak Selalu Cerah
Suram Malam Tak Berbintang
Itulah Lukisan Alam
Begitu Aturan Tuhan

Jadilah Rumput Nan Lemah Lembut
Tak Luruh Dipukul Ribut
Bagai Karang Di Dasar Lautan
Tak Terusik Dilanda Badai

Dalam Sukar... Hitunglah Kesyukuranmu
Dalam Senang... Awasi Kealpaanmu
Setitis Derita Melanda
Segunung Kurniaan-Nya

Usah Mengharapkan Kesenangan
Dalam Perjuangan Perlu Pengorbanan
Usah Dendam Berpanjangan
Maafkan Kesalahan Insan
Begitu Ajaran Tuhan

Hasbiyallah
Hasbulallah
Hasbi Rabbi Jallallah
Ya Allah...

Dalam Diam... Taburkanlah Baktimu
Dalam Tenang... Buangkanlah Amarahmu
Suburkanlah Sifat Sabar
Dalam Jiwamu Itu
Di Dalam Jiwamu Itu

..Last stanza is so meaningful..Dikesempatan ini, aku nak mintak maaf kat sape2 yang terase,
erm, one correction to make, to those pms-ing girlz, ignore previous tips, listen to this nasyid,
it will bring u an immediate effect.

Wassalam.