READISCOVER MY MIND

ALHAMDULILLAH..ALHAMDULILLAH..ALHAMDULILLAH

2011-07-04T10:02:00.007+01:00

life must go on!

2010-11-08T12:18:00.000Z

“Allah is the light of the heavens and the earth!” - Quran 24:35

The Quran is a guidance, and the Sunnah (way) of the Messenger of Allah (pbuh) is a shining beacon. They are both agents of hope in the hearts of humanity. We too must be agents of hope in the lives of those around us.

We must never be agents of despair. Shaytan (Satan) is the ultimate agent of despair. That is his specialty. He strives to destroy our faith in Allah, our faith in ourselves, our faith in others.

Terrorists are agents of despair. They seek not to build, but to destroy by inducing fear, suffering and chaos.

We too can sometimes unwittingly become agents of despair.

If you ever find yourself telling someone that their dreams of achieving something great are unrealistic; if you find yourself cutting someone down verbally, pointing out their faults ruthlessly, mocking their failures, or teasing them in a hurtful way, stop! You are functioning as an agent of despair in that person’s life.

If you find yourself demeaning yourself in this way, focusing on your own failings, stop! You are acting as an agent of despair in your own soul.

When you make a mistake (and don’t we all make mistakes every day?), ask Allah for forgiveness, recover, and stand up straight. Resolve to do better next time. Never hate yourself, or if you do then don’t do it for more than a few seconds before you shake it off. Never wallow in self-pity or self-recrimination. The past is gone and you can never go back and change it, but you can learn from it, and become a stronger and wiser person.

Life is difficult. Life is painful at times. That is part of its nature. But it is also beautiful, profound and full of meaning. You too are beautiful and profound. Allah did not create humanity in vain, and that includes you. Your life has meaning and purpose. Seek that purpose. Hold on to your connection with Allah and strengthen it, follow it. Be an agent of hope in your own heart, and change your life for the better. Then act as an agent of hope to those around you, and you will affect their lives in positive and profound ways, even when you are not aware of it.

If you must criticize, do it with kindness. If you disagree, do it with sincerity. If you see good in someone, tell them. If you love someone in the cause of Allah, tell them. If you see pain, strive to be a balm, to provide relief. If you see someone hurting emotionally, give a kind word. Be a living example of truth. Be a walking agent of da’wah, showing the beauty of Islam through your actions. Stand up for what’s right.

Be an agent of hope in this world, and you will follow in the footsteps of the Prophets.

By Wael Abdelgawad for IslamicSunrays.com

Home is where the heart is

2010-02-23T23:49:00.002Z

10..Mior's bday!

14..We went to Jerantut to visit Abg Long's family for couple of days and it was indeed a short splendid holiday. My two sisters made their ways from to Jerantut and they went back straight to Kl afterwards, hurm how I wish I can spend more time with them!

17..The dinner in Primula Beach Resort with my beloved friends, felt so grateful to meet them up! Yes, gathering is the time you do the catch up and gossip. Most of them have started working except for me, Ad and Farah. Uwarggh, what to do? We call it life!

19..Farah's bday!

20..My long awaited day has come real. Intan, my primary school buddy came to my house and we spend the whole evening chit-chatting after years of not seeing each other. Hope she stays strong and happy! Bloody that man!

21..Hanisah's bday! I don't want to leave for Penang!

can' t wait to go home for CNY break

2010-02-08T09:33:00.003Z

8.. :P and ! can make a huge difference. There are times that i really want to end a sentence with an exclamation mark but somehow i restrain myself from doing so, instead i choose a cute, random emoticon to hide my true emotion. Tadaa..that makes me a happy-go-lucky girl and a person who do not know how to throw tantrum if stg offended me!!!

for bigger trials and tribulations..

2010-02-03T16:26:00.006Z

2..I better not write circumstantially to express my feeling this time, just get it straight to the goal. I don't think i can handle that post given to me anymore so plz give me some space. There maybe people talking behind my back (just to make a point here, i don't have 3rd party auditory hallucinations!) but i don't give a damn, plz allow me to be my own self! We watched 4 short videos in class today, i recalled vividly a man with bipolar disorder, he played with his own emotions and caught me into it! He made me laughed at one point and he made me feel sorry for him at the other point..Hurm, should control myself when i go clerking!

3..Alhamdulillah, all praises is to Allah..after i viewed my results i went blog hopping..i was always looking forward to read this one blog which the blogger i know very little..the blogger has been diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma about a year ago and recently been told by his doc that there was no more curative treatment left for him..with tearful eyes i managed to watch all uploaded videos until the end..he inspired me somehow to be strong and stay steadfast in face of trials and tribulations..may Allah grant him Jannah..amin..

Start of February, time to celebrate the difference..

2010-02-01T09:13:00.004Z

1..Bring it on dude! U had successfully ignited the anger in me. Fire will explode at any sec! On a different note, i'm keen to learn Psych after couple of briefings by Dr Uma and Dr Bharathy. Get swamped and sweat doesn't bother us at all, we are all excited, keep the mood up high my dear groupmates!

January, ready to take the last flight out!

2010-01-31T15:43:00.007Z

10..first 10 days of 2010 gone in a blink of eye with legal med, forensics and ethics untouched. Time is fleeting away before u ever notice it, will keep myself on the notes starts tomorrow, yeah i will.

11..i think i have to see a doc, my attention span is becoming smaller and smaller, my memory is deteriorating like no one ever experience, my deciphering ability is just gone with the wind, i know too much drama to bear with.

12..watch lives of child geniuses! great show with vast amount of exposures on these cream of the cream kiddos, no they are prodigies to be exact, one thg i've learnt, their parents are not pushy but they push their parents to satisfy their needs.

13..stick together and we go places!

22..tired of being the most dumbest among all, ya Allah plz help me thru all of this with ease and permit me to succeed this time..

24..today, i believe that i got strong determination to strive for the best in my life. Thank you Allah. Laid-back, this word should have been removed by now from my dictionary! Ad's bday!

28..if u tired of getting bad results plz get urself exhausted studying next time before u sit for the exam!

31..Alhamdulillah..ready to kick off this endless journey..Bismillah..

time to sleep, xoxo

It's all about the climb

2009-08-17T03:34:00.002+01:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

-great lyrics, nice song by Miley Cyrus-

Tahun Mengawan Malaysia

2009-06-19T10:26:00.008+01:00

Sha & Syarul

Ada & Hafiz

Di saat bosan study dan rasa nak update bout my friends' biggest days which i missed both. Memang betul la ckp orang tahun ni tahun mengawan..haha..so, whoever next please send me 'mark this date' asap:)

Mild form of eczema or allergic to sweats?

2009-02-23T04:14:00.005Z

I have come to self-diagnose after I had itching and dryness episodes on the sides of my fingers and toes again. This is not surprising as I have similar symptoms every time I'm back to this everyday-you-can-feel-the-dazzling-sun homeland. Last summer, I went to see a GP and he diagnosed allergic to sweats. I could still remember that he asked me to get skin allergy test to recognize the specific allergen or allergens that may cause the symptoms. I tried to escape by telling him I would do that the next time I visit him. During the time, he prescribed (as expected) the steroid cream to be applied twice a day. Fortunately, the symptoms disappeared bit by bit after two weeks and completely disappeared when I'm back to Dublin! Amazing huh!

This time around, I went to see the GP again just to get the steroid cream and i applied it onto all affected areas again and again like the symptoms is nowhere to be found by tomorrow haha. It's almost two weeks now but seems like the cream didn't work this time. Why ah? Yesterday, all of sudden I think of eczema because one could have similar episodes with eczema. Wikipedia is just a click away! Zuupp! Eczema is a form of dermatitis. Huhu. My fingers didn't show any pattern of inflammation therefore maybe not eczema. Nevertheless I found this less common eczema known as dyshidrosis aka housewife's eczema which suits the condition that I now have. It says dyshidrosis only found on palms, soles and sides of fingers and toes. The obvious features are tiny opaque bumps called vesicles (yes, i have this!), thickening (true!) and cracks (yerp!) are accompanied by itching which gets worse at night (i hate this!). It is a common type of hand eczema, it worsens in warm weather (very true!). With insufficient knowledge and inability to come out with other sorts of skin diseases, I would self-diagnose a mild eczema due to the warm weather! Haha.

Alhamdulillah, i finally got a house in Penang. Hope everything goes well. Amin.

Get a driving license..i dunno that it could piss me off

2009-02-13T23:12:00.003Z

I'm so damn pissed at my driving teacher!!! Hey, i got ears to listen and please don't shout at me, I got eyes to see and please don't tell me where to make a turn, I know Accelerator is at the most far right, Brake is in the middle and Clutch is at the far left oh please don't ask me this ABC question again and again. I admit I dunno how to drive but please don't treat me like I'm an idiot!

So many things happened when I was with him in the car. "Don't do anything, just drive straight" Okay, i'll not do anything and when I didn't change the gear because i waited for him to say it"How many times should i tell you to change the gear upon reaching a turn" Dusshhh!!!There was one time he taught me on the simulated hill for the first time. "Maintain the acceleration, release the clutch, free up the hand brake and go up until the side mirror is parallel to first zebra-crossed post then brake" "Okay, i got it, bismillahirahmanirrahim.." Everything went well in the beginning but then I stopped too early because of too nervous, Arrrggghhh..why now!! He stared at me and said "What did you do? Did you not listen to what I've said??" I was like OMG! How could you tell that to your student, am I the only one who failed doing this for the first time?? It turned into a deep silence because I barely said anything after that point.

On the same day, on the way to send me home and suddenly papppppppp!! he knocked into a car's side mirror when he was about to make a turn. That was not the first incident because he nearly bumped into an oncoming car when he was to make a prohibited U turn. Haha! Here we go, you teach me to control the patience lot on the road but you never portrayed yourself as good driver!!

If I were to grade his teachings, I'll definitely go for zero out of any positive numbers. Today, I skip the lesson and I'm going to call GANDA (the driving school) to change my driving teacher..doakan saya tenang je belajar lepas ni smpi dpt lesen sebab dh rasa cam die melampau sudah..pakcik jgn la jadik cam salesgirl kat mall, sombong x tentu hala!!

The top 10 reasons why Jesus isn’t God?

2009-01-30T10:52:00.004Z

(I love this show very much and I bet you will love it too so please watch the full video with your open mind and your humble heart to get better understanding of who God is)

The top 10 reasons why Jesus isn’t God?

By: Joshua Evans
American Former Christian Youth Minister. He reverted to Islam 5 years ago from Christianity and he totally believe in the Islamic Creed that there is none worthy of worship but Allah (God) and Muhammad (saw) is his final messenger. Jesus was only a prophet (peace be upon him) of God.

Before we (referring to the host Eddie and Joshua Evans the guest in the show) start, we want to make clear that we love Jesus, he is very dear to us. Jesus in Islam, which means surrender and submission to the creator of heaven and earth but he never claim divinity. What we are trying to do here is to help give the true nature of who God is.
-Muslims love Jesus
-Muslims believe in Jesus
-Jesus was a messenger of God

10) God cannot be born
-God was not born
-Jesus was born

9) There is no explicit verses in any scripture or text especially the Bible that said so
-Jesus never said “I’m God”
-Jesus never said “Worship me”
-No explicit statement ever in the Bible that said so

8) No one has seen God at any time
-No one has ever seen God
-People saw Jesus
-No one can see God in this life

7) Trinity concept was not taught by Jesus. This whole concept of Trinity did not come about until the 3rd century of the church and this is not formulated as a doctrine and must be believed in until 325 AD
-Jesus never taught the Trinity
-Word Trinity no where in the Bible
-Trinity is something man made

6) God by His very nature is self-sufficent, He does not need anything to continue His existence
-God don’t sleep, eat, drink, etc
-Jesus slept, ate food, drank
-Jesus is a messenger not God

5) Jesus claim that God knowledge is greater than him
-God knows everything
-Jesus didn’t know everything
-Jesus is a messenger not God

4) Jesus explicitly stated that he is not God
-“This is eternal life: to know you, the one true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent” (John 17:3)

3) Son of God is not an exclusive title
-God doesn’t die
-God doesn’t have children
-God doesn’t have human needs

2) God cannot change
-Only God is perfect
-God doesn’t change
-God message has always been the same

1) God is the essence of worship
What God wants of you:
-Worship God alone and not His creations
-Obey God and not your desires
-Submit and surrender to God alone in peace

Welcome to all juniors

2008-10-04T17:37:00.001+01:00

Wedding Relay

2008-09-19T21:47:00.009+01:00

Hanisah & Shamin
(Both in Otago Uni)

Zaatil & Kadir
(Manchester Uni & Ain Shams Uni)

Who's next in the wedding relay? Sha for sure then followed by Ada. InshaAllah. Soon after their weddings might be Ja's. Ja will pass the baton to either Jee or Teem. Dina will need some time but she is not going to miss her turn. Ad, Farah and Diyana's are somewhere along the timeline. Me? As soon as Prince William leaves Kate Middleton and proposes to me (in ur dreams Nath, haha!). Hahahaha. No matter what happens, I appreciate what I had and I value what I have and what will I have in this life. Ya Allah, all I want is just happiness..in this temporary life and in the life hereafter. Amin.

Semoga ramadhan kali ini lebih baik dari Ramadhan yang lalu.
Selamat mula bersekolah kepada semua 3rd year RCSI. Semester baru dengan azam baru!

Tabung Iftar Ramadhan 1429H

2008-09-14T18:25:00.001+01:00

“Whosoever provides for the breaking of the fast of another earns the same merit (reward) as the one who was fasting without diminishing in any way the recompense of the fasting person.” Tirmidhi

“Barangsiapa memberi minum kepada orang yang berbuka puasa, niscaya Allah memberi minum kepadanya dari air kolam-Ku dengan suatu minuman yang dia tidak merasakan haus lagi sesudahnya, sehingga dia masuk ke dalam surga.” (HR. Ibnu Huzaimah)

Pengenalan:

Salah satu daripada sunnah Ramadhan yang dituntut adalah menjamu orang berbuka puasa. Saban tahun Dublin Mosque sebagai masjid terbesar dari segi jumlah kehadiran di Dublin menganjurkan iftar bagi warga Muslim yang menelan kos perbelanjaan yang tinggi. Warga Malaysia baik yang bekerja mahupun belajar banyak mendapat manfaat daripada iftar ini. Kos perbelanjaan pada tahun ini menjangkau 1200 euro sehari. En Yusof, tukang masak untuk iftar memohon jasa baik komuniti Muslim di Ireland sumbangan bagi menampung kos ini.

Justeru, PPIMI mengambil langkah proaktif untuk mengumpul dana bagi menampung kos iftar di Dublin Mosque. Langkah ini tidak hanya untuk menyelesaikan masalah logistic iftar di Dublin Mosque, tetapi lebih jauh daripada itu, kami cuba untuk menyediakan peluang kepada seluruh warga Muslim Malaysia di Dublin untuk menyalurkan derma iftar masing-masing. Sesungguhnya hanya Allah sahajalah yang layak untuk menghitung kebaikan yang bakal diperoleh hasil derma ikhlas kita.

Objektif:

a) Menyediakan medium bagi masyarakat Islam Malaysia Ireland untuk menderma iftar

b) Menampung kos perbelanjaan iftar di Dublin Mosque untuk sekurang-kurangnya 2 hari

c) Mengumpul dana iftar bagi penganjuran program penghayatan Ramadhan di Malaysia Hall

Derma boleh dilakukan melalui:

a) Pemindahan secara elektronik

a. Bank account

b) Bank in

c) Check

d) Tunai

Ke akaun berikut:

Allied Irish Bank

Nama Akaun: Safiah Izyan Yusof

No Akaun : 71867014

NSC: 93-01-56

Description: Tabung Iftar

Emel nmy2408@yahoo.com untuk mendapatkan borang keahlian online

2008-09-14T17:02:00.002+01:00

(sila klik untuk imej yang lebih besar)

Daftar atau perbaharu keahlian anda sekarang untuk mendapatkan 250 Badge PPIMI yang terbaru secara percuma!

Untuk menggunakan perkhidmatan online, sila ikut 1234;

1-Muat turun borang online PPIMI dan isi dengan lengkap.
(Untuk tujuan memperbaharu keahlian, anda juga diminta untuk mengisi borang tersebut bagi mendapatkan maklumat terkini ahli PPIMI)
2-Kemudian hantarkan ke nmy2408 @ yahoo.com sahaja.
(Jangan balas ke YG PPIMI kerana ia melibatkan maklumat peribadi).
3-Anda akan mendapat satu emel menyatakan borang anda telah diterima dan sedia untuk diproses. Email itu juga mengandungi maklumat akaun untuk tujuan pembayaran yuran secara pindahan online.
4-Dapatkan kad keahlian PPIMI anda dan Badge PPIMI untuk 250 pendaftar pertama di semua aktiviti anjuran PPIMI dan yang paling terbaru di Sambutan Pelajar Baru (SPB) 2008. Jom meriahkan SPB!!!

Yang Menjalankan Tugas,
Nathrah Md Yusoff
Setiausaha Kerja I PPIMI 2008/09
Tel: 0851381735
Emel: nmy2408@yahoo.com

My first payslip + UCD Juniors Reception

2008-09-10T12:08:00.014+01:00

Alhamdulillah. I'm so happy. My hard work as a care assistant with NurseOnCall Agency pays. Despite the hard work, I'll continue working with the agency until this February when I'll be going home for good. InsyaAllah.

Become a carer is listed third on jobs-that-i-have-done-so-far list. The first on the list is babysitting a 2 month-year-old boy of a couple of teachers back home and the second one is another babysitting experience with a couple of doctors' baby girl in Cork. Hey peeps, I've grown up and ready to take more challenging jobs:p

Me in the uniform, photo taken: staff room at the Our Lady's Hospice

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Malaysian population in Dublin continue to grow with another batch coming. Starting 2nd September, we are receiving more than 50 UCD freshers and they are very very very enthusiastic to be in Dublin for the first time. No comment about that, I was once felt the same way. Huhu. Alhamdulillah, they are now in the UCD accomodation and have their first week's lectures. I hope they doing fine coping with the studies and the unpredictable weather in Dublin.

Selamat mula belajar dan Selamat berpuasa kepada semua:)

Tazkirah ramadhan

2008-09-10T11:42:00.005+01:00

Berbagai peristiwa di bulan Ramadhan

1)Di bulan Ramadhan Al Qur’an di turunkan. Dialah wahyu Allah yang menjadi petunjuk hidup manusia. Dialah mu’jizat yang dianugerahkan Allah kepada manusia.

2)Tanggal 17 Ramadhan tahun ke-2 Hijrah, hari Jum’at pagi, terjadi peperangan Badr al-Kubra. Sebuah perang besar terbuka yang pertama kalinya terjadi antara kaum Muslimin melawan kaum musyrik. Pertempuran terjadi di sebuah lembah di dekat kota Madinah, yaitu di Badr. Kekuatan kaum Muslimin waktu itu, sekitar 300 orang, setiap dua orang satu unta. Sedangkan kekuatan kaum kafir sekitar 1000 orang dengan perincian 700 orang naik unta dan lebih dari 100 orang adalah pasukan berkuda. Bererti satu orang Muslim harus menghadapi 3 lawan. Pertempuran dimenangi oleh kaum Muslimin dengan gilang-gemilang.

3) Tanggal 18 Ramadhan tahun ke-8 Hijrah Rasulullah bersama 12 000 kaum Muslimin bertolak dari Madinah menuju Makkah untuk membebaskan Makkah. Peristiwa bebasnya kota Makkah terkenal dengan sebutan Futuh Makkah. Pembukaan kota Makkah menandai sebuah era baru di dalam Islam, setelah sebelumnya kaum Muslimin selalu disiksa, ditindas, bahkan terakhir dikepung oleh pasukan Ahzab (sekutu) selama berminggu-minggu di Madinah. Era baru yang dibangkitkan oleh Rasulullah dengan perang Ahzab dengan sabdanya,"Kaum Quraisy tidak akan berani mendatangi (menyerang) kamu sesudah tahun ini, telah lenyap musnah kekuatan mereka, dan mereka tidak akan memerangi kita sesudah hari ini, dan sekarang giliran kita akan memerangi mereka, Insya Allah."

4) Bulan Ramadhan tahun ke-91 Hijrah, kaum Muslimin di bawah pimpinan panglima Thariq bin Ziad membuka Andalusia(Sepanyol). Peristiwa ini dikenal dengan sebutan Futuh Andalusia. Thariq bin Ziyad menyeberangi selat antara Afrika dan Eropah atas perintah Musa bin Nushair penguasa Islam kala itu. Ketika pasukan Islam sudah sampai di seberang, diperintahkannya agar kapal-kapal perang Islam dibakar. Kemudian ia berpidato didepan pasukannya :"Musuh di depan kalian. Apabila kalian mundur, maka lautan dibelakang kalian..“ Agaknya langkah yang beliau ambil dalam membangkitkan semangat kaum muslimin sangat tepat. Tidak ada lagi jalan untuk mundur. Yang ada hanyalah berjuang sekuat tenaga dan mengharap pertolongan Allah. Berturut-turut kota demi kota jatuh ke tangan kaum Muslimin. Akhirnya pada bulan Ramadhan jatuhlah Andalusia ke tangan kaum Muslimin. Sejarah mencatat bahwa di kemudian hari Andalusia menjadi pusat ilmu pengetahuan dan menjadi mercu peradaban manusia di zamannya. Kemajuan teknologi yang diperoleh orang-orang Eropah zaman sekarang hanyalah merupakan perpanjangan teknologi umat Islam masa silam.

5) Futuh bilaad Al-Ghaal (dibukanya daerah „Ghaal“ atau dalam bahasa Perancis pays des Gualles). Jatuhnya daerahGhaal yang sekarang letaknya di Perancis juga terjadi di bulan Ramadhan. Peristiwa ini terjadi di zaman Islam di Andalusia.

6) Ma’rakah ‘Ainu Jaaluut (perang ‘ainu jaaluut). Peperangan ini terjadi dengan latar belakang jatuhnya Daulah Abbasiyyah. Kala itu pasukan Tartar (Mongol) yang ganas mengirim ekspedisi ke arah barat. Ketika sampai di daerah kekhalifahan Abbasiyyah terjadilah pengacauan-pengacauan sampai akhirnya mereka bergerak menuju Baghdad. Baghdad yang kala itu merupakan pusat intelek berhasil mereka hancurkan. Khalifah beserta segenap keluarganya mereka bunuh. Buku- buku perpustakaan di Baghdad mereka tenggelamkan di Sungai Tigris untuk membuat jembatan penyeberangan. Dalam sejarah digambarkan betapa air sungai Tigris kala itu berwarna kehitam-hitaman karena terlalu banyaknya tinta yang larut. Demikianlah akhir dari sebuah peradaban moden Islam di Baghdad. Pasukan Mongol terus bergerak ke barat menuju Syams (sekarang meliputi Syria, Palestina, Yordania, Libanon). Umat Islam tidaklah tinggal diam membiarkan orang-orang kafir merobek-robek kemuliaan umat. Penguasa Mesir kala itu Saifuddin Quths menggerakkan pasukan Islam menuju Syams untuk menghalang orang-orang Mongol. Seorang tokoh penting yang sangat berpengaruh membentuk keperibadian Quths adalah seorang ulama yang bernama Al-’Izz bin ‘abdis Salaam. Beliaulah yang mentarbiyyah (membina) Saifuddin Quths menjadi seorang berkeperibadian islami. Dua buah pasukan besar tersebut akhirnya bertemu di sebuah tempat yang bernama ‘Ainul Jaaluut (letaknya di Palestin). Sejarah akhirnya mencatat bahwa di‘ainul Jaaluut-lah
akhirnya ekspansi pasukan Tartar dipatahkan oleh kaum Muslimin.

Elections norm

2008-08-27T12:56:00.012+01:00

I came across this and i found it to be funny enough to make me smile today:)

Some cliches to use during election recount;
Every vote is precious.
Every vote is sacred.
Every vote must be counted.
Each vote is like a human voice.
We must determine the will of the people.
The voice of the voters must be heard.
The recount must be full, fair, and accurate.
Our democracy is at stake.
If we ignore votes, we ignore democracy.
We must do what's in the best interest of the country.
We must have a full recount for the good of the country.
We must follow the rule of law.
We don't want a fast result, we want an accurate result.
We can't disenfranchise the voters.
You can't change the rules in the middle of the game.
The votes have already been counted three times.
This election should not be decided in the courts.
They're trying to steal the election.

And I discovered another thing which rather funnier that make me grin today:D

Prior to Permatang Pauh by-election

Menurutnya, hasil laporan kempen BN yang diterimanya setiap malam yang dibuat sejak hari penamaan calon menunjukkan sokongan meningkat dari hari ke hari yang sehingga kini mencapai sekitar 40 hingga 50 peratus.

Kata beliau, semakin ramai pengundi atas pagar di kawasan hitam iaitu kawasan Dewan Undangan Negeri (DUN) Penanti dan Permatang Pasir yang sebelum ini dikuasai oleh pembangkang mula memperlihatkan sokongan kepada BN.

“Saya yakin penduduk Permatang Pauh mahukan perubahan,” katanya ketika ditemui di rumahnya di Jalan Tenggiri di sini hari ini.

(uttered by Datuk Arif Shah Omar Shah. Taken from Utusan Malaysia 250808:"Saingan bertukar rentak * Semakin ramai pengundi atas pagar memihak kepada BN")

Post election

''Realitinya pengundi atas pagar masih gagal dipengaruhi. Ini dapat dilihat daripada majoriti yang dimenangi Anwar kali ini," katanya ketika dihubungi Utusan Malaysia di sini hari ini.

(said Prof. Datuk Dr. Zainal Kling, a political analyst. Grabbed from Utusan Malaysia 270808: "BN kurang pengaruh pengundi atas pagar')

Haha. What is so good about blowing out of proportion? and what is so wrong with honest reporting? Anyhow the truth will reveal itself.

Big time.

Ramadhan is more than a fasting month..

2008-08-26T11:54:00.002+01:00

Nice article from http://ihyaramadhan.ppimi.org (redirect to http://www.ppimi.org/wordpress). I can't wait to read on the historic events that occurred during Ramadhan because I'm not the person who going to dig up for historical facts therefore many thanks to everyone that will upload these ready-to-read articles in Ihyaramadhan.

Ramadan: Historic month

Ramadan is more than just the month of fasting or personal piety. It recalls the past, taking one to the very foundations of Islam, and prods one to mull over the significance of historic occasions such as the battle of Badr Al-Kubra and the conquest of Makkah. It is the month, therefore, of celebration, thanksgiving and reflection for every Muslim.

If there is one month that can be designated the Islamic history month, it has to be Ramadan. Traditionally known as the Muslim month of fasting, Ramadan is rooted in Islamic history. It is the month for striving against oneself and conquering one’s will, but it is also the month marked by the most significant external struggles and triumphs in the history of Islam, namely the battle of Badr Al-Kubra and the conquest of Makkah (Mecca). It also marked the divide between Jahiliyyah (not to refer to an historical era but to a state of mind that caused violence and terror in jazirah Arab) period and Islamic civilisation. It is also the month in which Ummul Mukminin Khadijah binti Khuwailid passed away (Al-Fatihah to Ummul Mukminin r.a.).

Al-Quran

Ramadan’s significance derives primarily from the fact that it is the month when the Quran was revealed to Prophet Muhammad . The Quran records the event in Al-Baqarah verse 185: “The month of Ramadan is when the Quran was sent down as a guidance for mankind, with explanations for guidance and as a standard(between right and wrong) “. Muslims recall how Prophet Muhammad received the very first revelation of the Quran- “Read in the name of your Lord…” - while meditating alone high up in the mountains of Makkah.

Ramadan is therefore more than just the month of fasting or personal piety. The month recalls the past, taking one to the very foundations of Islam, and prods one to mull over the significance of historic events.

Insya Allah Ihya’ Ramadhan will go through historic events that occurred during Ramadhan of Prophet’s life so that we can take lessons from all those events. We cannot understand his achievement unless we appreciate what he up against. And it is befitting for everyone who loves Prophet Muhammad pbuh to know about him and his struggles for Islam. Now, let us enter the world that made him the last Messenger of Allah nearly fourteen hundred years ago, on a lonely mountain top just outside the holy city of Makkah.

To be continued

I've started reading this recommended-by-everyone book entitled The Islamic Movement Dynamic of Values, Power and Change by Sayyid Abul A'la Mawdudi. It's well translated but a bit factual which is kinda boring but so far so good and I don't want to end up reading other people's blog:D

Summer sunshine was great fun!

2008-08-25T05:51:00.020+01:00

I'm not going to describe everything, but down here is the flow;

Majlis perasmian oleh Pengurus Felda Chini Timur
Program motivasi bersama pelajar form 5 SMK Chini Timur 3

Game goreng pisang

Game telefon buruk

With the kiddos (group 2 rocks!)

Futsal bersama persatuan remaja Felda

Ouch, that's hurt!

Sebelum senaman aerobik bersama persatuan belia Felda

Boat ride mengelilingi Tasik Chini

Di Kg Chendahan

Trying to menyumpit

Merewang bersama penduduk Felda

Jamuan, miss Ajim (anak sedara angkat)

Mendengar taklimat pasal pokok kelapa sawit dan Felda

Majlis penutup bersama Pengetua SMK Chini Timur 3

Bersama mak dan ayah angkat..time kasih daun keladi, ada masa kami datang lagi:)

My moochies

2008-08-24T16:34:00.008+01:00

I don't really like animals but to me cats are adorable especially the kittens. We had few cats during our childhood days and when they all died we never had one since then until last year my mom brought in cats back into our house. They are actually Nek Tih's. Kudos to Nek Tih.

Hey guyz, I would like to introduce my 2 moochies named Oyen n Utey. The names are pretty boring i know cause i just named them after their colors. Oyen is a boy and he really acts like a boy, runs all over the house and likes to play with balls or anything that moves. On the other hand, Utey is a little bit quiet, eat Friskies with no complaints and so manageable. All because Utey is a girl. Yes, girls are easier to be managed compared to boys! If you don't have faith in me, please ask your parents. Haha.

I have nothing much to do during the holiday except for cooking dinners for everyone. I really have a passion for cooking...cooking is like my new interest. Uwekkk, please ignore the former sentence. Haha. Cooking has never come easy on me and that was why we always ended up dining out/buying food in most of the days.

Back to my moochies. I miss my moochies. I wish I have longer time to spend with my moochies even if I have to serve them food as early as 6am and even if my hands scratched everytime they want to wriggle free during the baths and even if i have to clean up the their 'stuffs' (technically, it isnt me, i am the one who will eee eee uuu uuu at the back of my mom while she is doing the cleaning).

I really miss my moochies. Having Oyen, Utey and their mom during my summer holiday has been a blessing.

The mom and the kids (first batch). The kittens are eventually died after several separate incidences.
The mom and the kids (second batch). One died due to tumour, Oyen and Utey are still alive, fit and well.

P/S: Today is my birthday and I don't feel like going out. Ya Allah, all I want is just happiness..happy years, happy family and happy friends..

Macam menarik..tapi iAllah akan ke Pre-departure Briefing IMAM 9-10th August

2008-05-20T17:43:00.003+01:00

Yang ni belum tentu bleh pegi ke tak..erm..

2008-05-19T20:45:00.002+01:00

Summer datang lagi!!

Sudahkan anda merancang NIKMAT CUTI anda?

Takut terasa bosan 3 BULAN BERKURUNG di rumah?

Ingin MENDEKATI dan BERKASIHAN bersama anak yatim?

Apa kata, anda menyertai kami!!

KEM KEMBARA BAKTI

PUSAT ANAK-ANAK YATIM DAN MISKIN NURUL IMAN

Tempat : Pusat Jagaan Anak Anak Yatim Dan Miskin Nurul Iman,
Kampung Manjoi, Ipoh, Perak
Tarikh : 26-27 July 2008
[Sabtu (1pm-9pm) dan ahad (8.30am - 1pm)]
Aktiviti Program: sesi taaruf, kuliah maghrib, kem motivasi, games, gotong-royong, makan-makan,.
Bayaran : 2 euro SAHAJA!!

(tempat tinggal disediakan)

Anda dialu-alukan untuk menyertai kami dalam menjayakan program kali ini..

DAFTAR SEKARANG!! (Cepat!!!!! Tarikh tutup pendaftaran 15 Jun 2008)

15 ORANG sukarelawan diperlukan

Jika anda berminat, sila emailkan nama dan universiti anda kepada salah seorang daripada kami :

1. Fakrul Hakimi Osman (UCD, 2nd year)

085-7796523

fakrulhakimi@...

2. Nursyafiza Suhaimi (UCD, 1st year)
085-8119576
neezar_17@...

3. Nur 'Afiqah Eswan (RCSI, 1st year)
085-8123152
iq_ok87@...

Selain itu, anda juga boleh menghulurkan derma kepada Pusat Jagaan Anak Anak Yatim Dan Miskin Nurul Iman melalui no. akaun bank berikut:

SURAYA BINTI MANSOR

NSC: 93-01-56 ACCOUNT NO: 72952096 ( sila tulis ‘sumbangan bakti’ di ruang ‘statement for receiver’.... Dateline sumbangan: 30 Jun 2008)

Untuk maklumat lanjut:

http://asrama-nurul-iman.blogspot.com

Anda juga boleh menyertai chatroom di bawah untuk lebih mengenali penghuni-penghuni Pusat Jagaan Anak Anak Yatim Dan Miskin Nurul Iman

http://nuruliman.freeforum.ca/

jzkk!!

http://mission2xian.blogspot.com

2008-05-18T11:00:00.002+01:00

Satu daripada aktiviti summerku..jom la join korang..

2008-05-18T09:49:00.003+01:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MI!

2008-05-12T05:55:00.005+01:00

Walaupun dah lambat sehari, tapi nak gak buat post nie...i miss u very much mi..and i love you with all my heart..please forgive me for any wrongdoing and always pray for me..supaya jadi anak yang solehah dan diredhai Allah segala perbuatannya..hehe..mi, takutlah nak exam nie..cepatlah abih exam..nak balik umah jumpa mi, nek, along, ena, jihah, adik...

Mi, semoga penat lelah mi menjaga kami2 dibalas kurniaan syurga oleh Allah s.w.t, kami2 inshaAllah akan membalas jasamu tapi apalah yg kami mampu bagi jika dibandingkan dengan kasih dan redha Ilahi ke atas dirimu..semoga mi bahagia sokmo2:)

Bersempena hari ibu ni, saya nak berkongsi satu lirik lagu Dilema (Oh!wanita) oleh Hijjaz untuk semua yang dilahirkan sebagai wanita..insaflah wahai wanita, kita dilahirkan untuk dihormati bukannya untuk mengikut hawa nafsu nafsi!!!

Permata antara kaca
Lihatlah panorama dunia
Wanita bagaikan hilang rasa malunya
Maruah yang menjadi maharnya
Tergadai sia bagai tiada berharga

Dimana kah budinya
Dimanakah akhlaknya
Sungguh pilu dan sayu mengenangkannya
Santun tiada lagi nafsu memimpin hati
Kehormatan diri tidak dipeduli

Oh wanita mari menginsafi
Kepada asal fitrah kejadianmu
Diciptakan untuk dihormati
Sentiasa diredhai Tuhan pencipta
Kembali kepada-Nya juga pada Rasul-Nya
Pasti dihadirkan taufik dan hidayah-Nya
Wanita!.

Dimana kah budinya
Dimanakah akhlaknya
Sungguh pilu dan sayu mengenangkannya
Santun tiada lagi nafsu memimpin hati
Kehormatan diri tidak dipeduli

Kembalilah kearah kemuliaan
Contohi peribadi umul mukminin
Rasulullah dijadikan suami
Tertawan kerana keluhuran pekerti
Bukan kerana harta
Bukan kerana nama
Tapi kerana budi yang disanjungi
Kembalilah!.

Wanita..
Perhiasan dunia
Bagai kilau permata diantara kaca
Sayangnya makin pudar cahaya
Hingga tiada lagi beza diantaranya!.

Hayatilah wahai wanita (termasuk diri ini)

P/S: mi, don't forget to pick me up at the aiport and i'd love to go to Perindu Kuning to have my dinner there..i want my favourite tomyam n special ABC..as usual..along belanja!!!..muahaha

Allah masih sayangkan saya

2008-03-24T23:49:00.003Z

I claimed myself as ansarullah but i always stray from the right path.
Astagfirullah. Astagfirullah. Astagfirullah.

I pray for you ya Allah, who changes the hearts, please keep my heart steadfast on ur deen, firm and unshakable.

Ya Allah, forgive me and my parents, have compassion on them, as they brought me up when I was little. Ya Allah have compassion also on my family members, teachers, friends, muslimin and muslimat, forgive us therefore our faults, and cover our evil deeds and make us die with the righteous.

Ameen Ya Rabbal Alameen.

"Hati yang terluka umpama besi bengkok walau diketuk sukar kembali kepada bentuk asalnya."

2008-02-29T00:14:00.002Z

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Setelah sekian lama mengabaikan blog ini, kini tibalah masanya utk berkata sepatah dua. Walaupun sering kali hati ni terluka tapi luka 'semalam' seakan-akan paling teruk yang pernah aku alami. Mungkin tak pernah terpikir dek diri ini akan berlaku seperti yg demikian tapi itulah satu takdir Ilahi. Seribu satu persoalan yg bermain di benak fikiran tapi sedaya upaya ku tepis satu persatu. Takut juga kalau difikirkan sangat akan membawa binasa. 'Keegoan' diri sedikit sebanyak membantu aku untuk terus berkelana di bumi tuhan ini. Hari saban hari, daku bangkit sedikit demi sedikit. Kini, baru ku tahu hakikat sebuah pemergian...sakit...amat...

There were people talked here and there about PPIMI. As one of the new elected secretaries, I myself will listen to all, looking at every angles searching for the truth if it is there (because many people love criticizing...zero in contents...no grounds in their arguments...) and only react if it is necessary. Too many unpleasant emotions arise in myself but inshaAllah they will not shatter my confidence in doing the best that i can to help this from-students-to students organization moves another step forward. With regard as PPIMI exco, i would appreciate if you can share your thoughts or ideas but please mind the manners.

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a, bahawasanya Rasulullah SAW bersabda : " Barangsiapa beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat, hendaklah berkata yang baik atau berdiam diri. Dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat, hendaklah berbuat baik kepada jiran tetangganya. Dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan Hari Akhirat, hendaklah menghormati tetamunya. "

Wallahuallam...

CCMB 2008!!!

2008-02-29T00:05:00.001Z

"I talk a little, but I work a lot"

2008-01-24T22:35:00.000Z

Begin with the end in mind..inshaAllah..

2008-01-08T19:52:00.000Z

Sy mcm bercerita kat tunggul..

2007-12-30T15:21:00.000Z

Tgh bosan revising anatomy and that is why i'm here..erm..sy nak bercerita laa..memandangkan xde org nak dgr sy nk cerita..erm..laptop's adapter sy terbakar hr tu n sy dh beli kat ebay tp sy belum dpt lagi..nasib baik rumet sy baik hati kasik sy pinjam..tp bateri laptop die pun dh 'kong' nk kene sll dicucuk adapter..so, sy xleh la pinjam n buat harta sementara dpt adapter baru..dh la sy belajar jenis yg xleh kalo xrefer wikipedia..susah la kalo sy nak study selagi sy xdpt adapter baru tu..tensi dan tensi..

Tgh2 sy study td terpikir kalo tetibe laptop sy plak buat hal yg langsung xleh guna camane..ya ampun..abihlaa..tp sy kene fikir camane nak carik laptop lain..nak beli kat sini? sy xcukup duit utk beli laptop..Ena punya? surely dia nk guna..Along punya? erm, bolehkah? mesti die pun nak guna..Mintak mi beli baru? segan la..hr tu laptop lama dh guna duit die..MARA???good idea :) sy xpenah lagi guna duit elaun laptop tu..alamak..tp org ckp laptop RC kasik ni gn duit elaun tu..so kire dh burn :( erm..tapi kak zai boleh je beli laptop baru masa 4th med guna elaun tu..erm..boleh dipikirkan lagi..

oklaa nak sambung study..wassalam..doakan sy sukses dlm exam akan datang..10-23Jan..peace

Just for fun Exam Mode

2007-12-29T12:07:00.000Z

***L*I*E***

How often do you lie?
Not too often but i think i had done many since i first talk

Are you a good lier?
A stupid lier i am (i often caught myself not doing the good lie when i suppose to)

Do you get away with it?
Erm..*thinking*

What is the worst (horrible) lie you have ever told?
"I can cook delicious meals, finger-licking delights when u are here" Thanks god u're not here my friend..hihi..but i can bring u to Medina Restaurant if u're here..haha

What is the worst (stupid) lie you have ever told?
"I hate you" You should have know me when i need 'extra' attentions

Are white lies okay?
Yeah..sometimes when u can't think of a good reason..

What is the last white lie you told?
I can't remember..really..i'm not lying..

Did you lie a lot when you were younger?
Only when i need new mechanical pencil when i actually lost it "my friend took mine"

About what?
I already answered it.. lol

Did you fool your parents?
Yes, sometimes..when i need somethg..

Have you ever been caught in a lie?
They know me..i was born with robertsonian translocation "easy to forget where i put somethg" genes. With biopsychological therapy, i still have the mechanical pencil that i brought along when i first came to Dublin *while checking my pencil case..yes, it is in there*

What was it about?
*Huh*

Do you have a guilty conscious?
Yes, Allah x suke orang menipu..teruk betul sy ni..

How can someone tell when you are lying?
Ask them k..i have exams coming..

P/S: I might lied to u guys in whatever situations..plz..plz forgive me..peace..wassalam

Aidiladha? (ry dlm plane je..sedih..)

2007-12-19T18:05:00.000Z

Ramadhan menjelma

2007-09-07T15:16:00.000+01:00

Diagnosed of having homesick syndromes. Becoming worse after someone hurt her feeling.

2007-06-03T18:28:00.000+01:00

Uwaaa...miss Mi so much...I think I'm strong, but i'm not...Neway, jgn lupa Angah nak baju color black+red n color pucuk pisang like Abg Yan's...3 aci dop Mi? Hehe

Baby Along...miss u babeh...i wish we can watch Spongebob together...n laugh...to the death...leave Zumo, that was 10 years back...now we have more new advance games...keskes..ape punye lecturer la main game je keje...cuti ni, tolonglah Mi kat dapur tue...

Miss u Baby Ena, Miss u Baby Jihah...aaaa...nak gi wedding orang jugak...nak gi kuar shopping sekali jugak...hey, hows study??

Adik, Kakak x janji nak belikan handphone baru tu, unless u doing good in end of the year exam...aaaa...nak balik...nak bawak Adik gi jalan2...selamat bercuti, jgn kuat main sgt k?

Message to all;
-Pray for me...2 more papers+1 oral anatomy exam to go...exams is quite tough this time...n pray for me so that i have courage to stay here for 4 months
-Remember me when you guyz go out for Perindu Kuning...aaa...nak makan tomyam...
-Skype me k...always, promise?...i dunno whether i can't stand living here for nearly 4 months...otherwise we see each other again...at home..ngeh2
-Haa, this year gonna be my 3rd raya away from home, do miss me when everyone gets together...rindu gle kat superb annoying Adik Fi...

-Last but not least, send my regards to all..Nek, Tok, Tokki, Mama, Papa, Mami, Bob, Cu, Pak Cu, Ayah Long, Mak Long, Ayah Ngah, Mak Ngah, Ayah De, Che De, Pak Tih, Mak Tih, Ayah Su, Mak Su, Abg Imin+Kak Ina+Naufal, Kak Iti+Abg Man, Kak Jijie+suami, Ayim, Yaya, Naim, Mimi, Kak Ida+Abg Mat+Along+Muslih, Abg Ar+isteri, Irid, Nor, Solah, Sofi, Mustaqim, Syafiq, Ayoe, Nurul, Amir, Faiz, Kak Uda+Abg Adli+Ina+Visha, Abg Yan+Kak Eron+Baby Izz, Abg Iwan, Kak Nadia, Fuad, Kak Eton, Kak Hawa+suami, Syikin, Ida, Abg Fadli, Kak Inn, Abg Fir, Adlan, Fahmi, Fatin, Ariff, Ida, Ina, Fasihah and Adik Fi...miss all of u...assalamualaikum..

(Lega skit lepas dh tulis post nie...hati masih sakit...masih penat...)

Rindu Ina ngan Visha jugak...sanggup pi carik frenster Kak Nadia...nasib baik dia x delete lagi gmbr tu...(Kenapa tetibe rindu dak2 nie? Uwaa...nak balik...)

Wahai Wanita yang Berjiwa Tinggi

2007-06-02T06:05:00.000+01:00

Marilah wahai wanita yang berjiwa tinggi,

Muliakan dirimu dengan dirimu yang sebenar
Dirimu adalah akhlakmu,
hikmahmu,
kebijaksanaanmu,
hati budimu,
yang semua itu hasil dari imanmu

Didiklah manusia di sekitarmu agar menilai dirimu sama seperti Tuhan menilaimu
Lantas segala penampilanmu adalah mesejmu kepada manusia, bahawa
keluhuran erti hidup ini, adalah pada melihat kehidupan, dari pandangan Pencipta kehidupan.

Umat Islam Mesti Cemerlang!

2007-05-13T06:33:00.000+01:00

Umat Islam Mesti Cemerlang,
Hari ini mesti lebih baik dari hari semalam,
Jangan buang masa,
Siapa kata kita tidak boleh,
Kita ada Allah Maha Kuasa,
Kita punya kuasa tenaga,
Doa sebagai senjata,
Umat ISLAM sentiasa BOLEH!

P/S: Selamat menempuhi exam untuk semua, sama ada esok, lusa, tulat...jgn malas2!
Ya Allah, berilah kami kejayaan di dunia dan juga di akhirat..permudahkan jalan yang kami lalui ya Allah....Amin

Molecular Medicine: Trendy Title or New Reality?

2007-04-29T10:31:00.000+01:00

By:Frank Gannon

For years, we molecular biologists have been claiming in our grant proposals that the outcome of our research will have an impact on medicine. This has been almost true—a white lie. Knowing how a cell responds to an external stimulus is certainly important for anybody wishing to cure a disease in which that stimulus has a role. But in fact, our work usually stops at least one step before the reality of the clinic. Our primary interest is in the generation of new knowledge, and we believe that this knowledge will then inevitably create other, more palpable benefits.

However, as the cost of research increases, we are aware that we have to explain more explicitly why we should get more money—what will be the payback for society? The slightly circuitous argumentation outlined above is not fully convincing, and it is indeed missing out on a new reality. The first phase of biomedical and biotechnological research might have been better called 'molecules for medicine'. But a real paradigm shift is taking place to integrate research in molecular biology and the medical communities. In fact, an increasing number of institutes, departments and programmes have labelled themselves 'molecular medicine' during the past few years. As with all trendy developments, there are some genuinely new approaches, as well as merely repackaged products that do not bring about any fundamental change. Nevertheless, this new development is really exciting—in fact it is revolutionary—as it requires changes in the mindsets of two communities, physicians and scientists.

To integrate the new research in molecular biology into the clinical setting, the medical practitioner must shift from making a diagnosis based on symptoms to one based on factual evidence. This is not an easy undertaking for some. To put more faith in data from some new fangled analysis from the pathology laboratory than in personal and accumulated experience is a challenge. There is no denying that new information of crucial importance is coming from research and technology. DNA-array-based analysis is only beginning to prove its value, but already these arrays help to evaluate the prognosis of different patients with the same symptoms. This is a crucial and highly promising change. Instead of considering a cancer patient's statistical survival probability when planning treatments, personal DNA arrays have the potential for a greatly improved classification of patients and will thus allow a prediction of the optimal treatment for the individual. This might suggest that maximum doses of chemotherapy and radiation treatment are the only way forward—or, almost miraculously, that no treatment is needed. If these early indications prove to be beneficial, then the direct link between the molecular and medical worlds will become obligatory. It would certainly require considerable retraining, as well as changes in the medical curricula. Also, there would be a major cost consequence, as chips for DNA arrays are not yet a commodity, although they could become so if the market expands significantly.

Such successes in turn stimulate, and indeed validate, the research directions of scientists. There are many diseases and treatment combinations that need to be analysed, fingerprints of transcribed genes to be defined under different circumstances, and clinical consequences to be deduced. This, of course, requires close contact with medical doctors, because they have a profound knowledge of the diseases they specialize in. The early phase of this new development merely consisted of getting some biopsy material for analysis. Now, it is becoming essential and mutually rewarding to have closer contact, and form a genuine collaboration between doctors and biologists. The experiments that scientists perform will be more incisive, and the analysis of the outcome will be more relevant and more likely to be introduced into practice. But these interactions do not, and should not, be restricted to DNA arrays. Scientists are now closer than ever to experiments that might bring new treatments to the clinic. These may be novel uses of inhibitory RNAs, variations on inhibitors of cellular components that were not previously thought to be of relevance to a particular disease, designer compounds built to match a protein structure, novel diagnostics, and so on. Scientists are often surprised to learn from clinical colleagues that a relatively general-impact compound can be an effective medication, because we are so accustomed to the 'lock and key' model in which only a precise compound is thought to be safe and effective. The medical community has not had the luxury of such precision and has learned how to obtain results by modifying the use of these compounds, for example by changing their dosages and delivery modes. Working closer together will allow both parties to identify improved therapies.

P/S: Ooooooo...padanla beria sgt lecturer MM (Molecular Medicine) mengajar kiteorang module tue. Itu rupanya matlamat sebenar. Tapi for me, biarlah doctor buat keje die, molecular biologist (hang laa Naqiu kan? i mean a molecular biologist to be laa) buat keje die, pastu kite work together, takpayah laa doctor to be belajar subject MM yang memeningkan kepala tue. Aiyyo. Manyak susah betul. In fact, it is not easy to interpret Caroline Jefferies-copy then paste-sometimes she screwed herself in front of us lecture notes. Dugaan..dugaan..dugaan yang mematangkan diri...Ya Allah, hadirlah kedamaian dalam hati ini, aku memerlukan....

Islamic tolerance in history

2007-04-24T23:55:00.000+01:00

The prophet and the people of Thaif

`Aishah reported: I asked the Prophet "Have you ever experienced a day harder than the day of the battle of Uhud?''
He replied, "Indeed, I experienced them (dangers) at the hands of your people. The hardest treatment I met from them was on the Day of `Aqabah when I went to one of the chiefs of Ta'if with the purpose of inviting him to Islam, but he made no response (to my call).
So I departed with deep distress. I did not recover until I arrived at Qarn ath-Tha`alib. There, I raised my head and saw a cloud which had cast its shadow on me.

I saw in it Jibril (Gabriel) who called me and said: `Indeed, God, the Exalted, heard what your people said to you and the response they made to you. And He has sent you the angel in charge of the mountains to order him to do to them what you wish.'
Then the angel of the mountains called me, greeted me and said: `O Muhammad, God listened to what your people have said to you. I am the angel of the mountains, and my Lord has sent me to you so that you may give me your orders. If you wish I will bring together these two mountains to crush them in between.'''
But the Messenger of God said, "I rather hope that God will raise from their descendants such people as will worship God the One, and will not ascribe partners to Him.''

With Iman

2007-04-15T20:36:00.000+01:00

With Iman comes knowledge
of the meaning of existence,
With Iman comes belief
in reward and punishment!

With Iman comes awareness
of the right and the wrong,
With Iman comes the journey
to Kabah where people throng!

With Iman comes gratitude
for the mercy & blessings,
With Iman comes contentment
with little, or nothing!

With Iman come acceptance
of the highs & lows,
With Iman comes patience
in life’s ups and downs !

With Iman comes the difference
of the good and the bad,
With Iman comes respect
for the young and the old!

With Iman comes fear
of the day of judgement,
With Iman comes repentance
and steadfastness in prayer!

With Iman comes obedience
to the ordainment of Allah,
With Iman comes surrender
to the decree of the hour!

With Iman comes judgement
between the evil and the good,
With Iman comes adaptability
to the everchanging livelihood!

With Iman comes humility
of the soul from within,
With Iman comes kindness
to fellow humans & kith & kin!

With Iman comes appreciation
of creation and beauty,
With Iman comes the strife
to attain levels of purity!

With Iman comes love
of Allah the supreme,
With Iman comes following
Rasul’s (SAW) preaching!

With Iman comes lodging
of this life so temporary,
With Iman comes desire
for heaven as final dwelling!

p/s: Yang bulat tidak datang bergolek, yang pipih tidak datang melayang...maka berusahalah Nathrah! "Sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang-orang yang bertaqwa dan orang yang berusaha memperbaiki amalannya."

Coming up next..

2007-04-06T11:18:00.000+01:00

11th April/23 RabiulAwal, Wednesday

14th April/26 RabiulAwal, Saturday

22 April/5 RabiulAkhir, Sunday

PPIMI,CCMB (Cuti-cuti musim bunga), Love actually: Longgokan poster bukan hanya untuk santapan mata...jom la p, tak pegi, maka tak kenal, x kenal, maka tak cinta, moh ler beramai2:)

Click on the poster for larger view, further information, visit http://www.ppimi.org/ccmb

Sape tiru sape?

2007-03-23T06:35:00.000Z

WE DID IT!: Some of the top scorers of SM Bukit Nanas. NST pix by Azahan Rosli.

THE ACES: Some of the SPM top scorers from various schools in Pahang after receiving their certificates at the state Education Department in Kuantan. NST pix by Azmaidi Abidin.

Jawapan: Tanya photographer...tak pun check the time of photo taken...muahaha...pape pun, belajar rajin2 semua..jgn malas cam akak yer...;)

(Makin terror budak zaman skang nie, siap challenge themselves to become the top among all Malaysia' SPM candidates, not confined to race, school and year. Huhu)

Artikel yang dicopy dan dipaste (berfikir sejenak)

2007-03-23T06:18:00.000Z

1) Dari bujang-kahwin No 1 ---no.2 --- DLL.
2) Dari pakai moto kap --- kancil-wira --- Honda --- seterusnya..
3) Badminton --- Golf ---
4) Rumah sewa --- rumah murah --- rumah teres --- banglow...
5) Technician --- supervisor --- engineer --- manager...
6) Tv 14' --- 21" --- 29" --- Home theather...
7) Sg Danga --- Tanjung Leman --- Langkawi --- Hadnyai --- Bangkok ..
8) Dalam semua segi kita mau kan perubahan kearah yang lebih baik dan glamour...
9) mancing kat parit /longkang --- sungai --- kolam (bayar punye) --- laut dalam (sewa bot mewah)...... Kalong

TETAPI...

SETIAP KALI KITA BUAT ACTION PLAN ATAU BUAT REVISION, BERAPA BANYAKKAH
KITA MASUKKAN ITEM-ITEM YANG MEMBAWA KEARAH "PERSEDIAN UNTUK MATI"

Umpamanya:

1) tak sembahyang --- pastikan sembahyang --- jadikan amalan....
2) banyak maksiat --- kurangkan --- hapuskan...
3) Bangi --- madinah --- mekah ---
4) sedekah RM1.00 --- RM10.00 --- RM100.00
5) sembahyang di rumah --- sembahyang di surau/masjid. ...
6) 5 jam sehari menonton TV --- 3 jam TV & 2 jam majlis ILMU....
7) 3 jam baca suratkabar/majalah /internet --- 2 jam majalah/surat khabar/internet & 1 jam membaca AL QURAN /selawat , zikir.
8) Apa apa aktiviti yang hasilnya adalah untuk AKHIRAT.

Tetapi apa yang banyak berlaku pada ZAMAN AKHIR ini ialah PERSONAL
improvement banyak kepada kearah KEDUNIAAN SEMATA. Perkara berkaitan
AKHIRAT slowly di ketepikan...

P/S-From my point of view, mungkin saya lihat saya asyik duk fikir untuk melakukan improvement ke arah keduniaan (byk je yg x tercapai) tapi kurang berfikir untuk melakukan improvement ke arah keakhiratan. Camane ek? Erm..berfikir..berfikir...bertindak..bertindak...

Tribute to Fra

2007-02-27T21:39:00.000Z

Fra, luv u for drawing this..these ninjas has put Diana, Peyuz, Thani, Jiah, Jamiey, Alisa in such a happy+controversial state(to Thani of course) even if Hannah Mc Gee was giving the HBS lecture (sleeping hour my fren!) at that time. I'll keep it nicely in my file but i still want the bookmark version...neway, when we will watch the ninjas?

Engaged in so many works lately has brought something into my life. Some things are good, some things are not...but most of them are with good values..inshaAllah...

Utk akak2 dan abang2 PMC (RCSI+UCD)

2007-02-13T23:07:00.000Z

Walaupun pengalaman bersama korang semua takde laa lama sangat, setahun setengah je, tapi impaknya agak besar. Maybe contoh yang korang tunjukkan dalam kehidupan bermasyarakat di Dublin sudah cukup untuk membuatkan seseorang itu terbuka minda dan hatinya untuk bergerak seiring sejalan dalam satu jemaah, menyampaikan tugas sebagai seorang daie. Terima kasih atas segala tunjuk ajar yang diberikan. Mintak maaf juga kalo ade pape kay! Ini ada lirik lagu untuk dihayati oleh semua. Ok, teruskan perjuangan tidak kira di mana kita semua berada...inshaAllah.

Teman ketawa di mana-mana
Sahabat berduka sukar dicari
Entah ke mana menghilangkan diri
Pabila ujian melanda

Erti harga sebuah perjuangan
Kepahitanku dalam menegakkan
Kebenaran keadilan perubahan
Akan ku tetap teruskan jua

Kami tak rela dinoda
Lihat kezaliman melanda
Kuatkan azam di jiwa
Kebenaran dibela

Sematkanlah janji-janji
Kini yakinkanlah diri
Perjuangan suci murni
Kemenanganmu nanti

Apalah guna kau berdiam diri
Arus perubahan tak tertahan lagi
Usah dibiarkan kita dipermainkan
Kelak kan membawa seribu penyesalan

P/S; Selamat kembali pulang ke tanah air. tsk tsk. (Sedihnya nanti Kak Huda dah nk balik, tinggal Kak As sorang je kasik usrah pastu Kak Fauzah pulak balik, aku pulak yang kena kasik usrah sorang2-double the sorrow).

Entrada..Sortida..Adios Espana

2007-02-13T22:21:00.000Z

Akhirnya daku mempunyai masa juga untuk menulis di blog ku yang sudah lama kutinggalkan. Alhamdulillah, perjalanan aku, Diana, Adila, Jiha, Jamiey dan juga Alisa berlangsung dengan jayanya di bawah lembayung rahmat Ilahi semenjak 29Jan sampailah 6 Feb. Pengalaman dan ilmu yang diperolehi di bumi Andalusia akan kami sematkan dalam diri yang kudus ini inshaAllah. Yang sebenarnya ada beberapa benda penting yang aku nak announce selaku Ketua Disiplin Trip Espana Winter 2007 (Wakaka). Sorry laa korang, baru skang ada masa. Hehe.

1) Anugerah Penceria Keadaan@Great Gossiper-
Diana merangkap Ketua Transportation

2) Anugerah Penyumbang Ekonomi kepada pusat membeli belah Spain@Great Shopper-
Jiha merangkap Ketua Tickets

3) Anugerah Pencetus Pacemaker@Great Defibrillator-
Adila merangkap Ketua Food

4) Anugerah Penanya Soalan 'Kenapa' Paling Banyak@Great Questioner-
Alisa merangkap Ketua Flight

5) Anugerah Pengeluar bunyi Lalulintas@Great Trafficker-
Jamiey merangkap Ketua Accomodation

6) Anugerah Peserta Trip tercomel@Great Wall (wakaka) dimenangi oleh Cik Nathrah yang best! Huhu

Terima Kasih semua diatas sumbangan korang samaada secara langsung atau tidak langsung. Mintak jugak kalo ada terkasar bahasa, terlebih2 di sepanjang trip kita. Okay kawan2, next destination..Italy inshaAllah.

P/S; Diana, bila nak kasik aku hard disk ko, tak sabar nak usha gmbr Spain nie :)

Any suggestions friends?

2007-01-13T19:40:00.000Z

HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a
face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a
face like yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it
twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same
mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry
me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same
time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

Sape2 yg pernah di'fire' sedemikan rupa, maka sudah2 ler tue, mungkin ada hikmah disebalik penolakan yang penuh sinisme tersebut. Dialog tersebut takde kene mengena antara yang hidup atau meninggal dunia. No offense! Cume utk mengendurkan urat2 muka yg tegang dikalangan budak2 RCSI tatkala exam semakin dekat.

Yg sebenarnye....I have a hidden agenda. Huhu.

Economy bureau of PPIMI need u guyz to bring up some suggestions on how to generate more money for the body. We already have a few, but we need more. Any sorts of ideas, be it creative or innovative that you can think of, just vomit it out. I'd appreciate it very much.

Ingatlah, keredhaan Allah itu penting dalam setiap perkara yang kita lakukan.

First thing first!

2007-01-09T21:17:00.000Z

Salam...
First of all, a private msg to Fra, no more pop-up photo on my blog...see...ko, aku mmg malas nak blog skang nie, asyik ngan lecture notes jer, ko takpe dh genius, n like Diana said we were born in different years, and all 1985's born swallowed more salts (makan garam lebih) and that explains why they not so bright and not watching Pokemon as u did!!! You, you yourself (Gaya Kelly), tho we are from different generations but somehow can tolerate each other and love ya to bits!

Diana now is sleeping at Kak Zai's bed after 4 hour of literally chit-chatting, no, i name it revision coz she is like revising notes with her cyber mates. And guess what Fra, your Redbull didn't make any different to me, I slept during that time :(

Talking bout first thing first, huhu, a used-to-be slacker like me have to change alot. Definitely a lot. Like how??? One thing I learn, Redbull didn't work on me. Maybe I should find alternatives. Second thing is I have to stop now coz i need to carry on with HIS past year papers. Ya Allah, rabbi yassir, wala tuassir.

For whatever its worth

2006-12-30T23:36:00.000Z

Early this morning I caught CNNs breaking news on the impending execution of former Iraq dictator Saddam Hussien. According to CNN the US backed Iraqi government is scheduled to send Saddam to the gallows anytime between 10 to 11am (Msian time) today.

Saddam shall die by the rope today, I am sure those in the White House and their buddies in the UK and the rest of the world shall leap in joy once that happens, Santa has finally granted their wishes!

To hell with weapons of mass destruction (WMD) that Saddam was allegedly to have stock piled. That allegation was as a matter of fact the green light that got the US and their allies to bombard and invade Iraq, killing thousands along their way and ending up capturing Saddam and his cronies but never finding the WMD that they first allege.

Of course Saddam was involved in heinous and horrendous crimes during his time, but were these the crimes that made the American invade Iraq in the first place? Let the Iraqis settle Saddams fate, (which have been decided anyway with the help of the Americans) but who would be brave enough to do the same to the Americans?

Professor Richard Overy of Kings College London, a leading authority on Nuremburg Trial and International Law accurately describe the way the international legal system works. He writes: International law works only against weaker states. Big powers have an unmerited, but unassailable, [self-induced] immunity.

The Americans came into Afghanistan on the pretext of waging war against terror, but look at Afghanistan today, it is worse off compared to the time of the Taliban. Then they invaded Iraq to disarms the WMD and to restore democracy in Iraq, look at Iraq today, hundreds are killed every month under US supervision.

Perhaps its high time that the American public pressure the withdrawal of their troops from Iraq now that Saddam is to die at any time. Already there are 2,974 US military deaths in Iraq (exceeding 2,973 deaths as a result of 9/11) and I am sure the number shall grow tremendously after this execution as there bound to be those who would rise up to seek revenge.

At the time Muslims in the Holy Land offer their sacrifice, Saddam is duly slaughtered by the Americans.

Meanwhile I wonder when the US will seriously interfere and send Radovan Karadzic and Ratko Mladic to the gallows like Saddam, or are they given immunity because they are non Arabs (and the kill only Muslims)? I wonder when the Americans would invade North Korea that boast of having nuclear weapons with long range capabilities, arrest Kim Jong Il and possibly send him to the gallows too, but of course Kim too has no Arab blood!

Happy New Year, and may Allah forgive Saddam for his wrongdoings.

---------------------End of article------------------

Personal comments;
Will the death of Saddam Hussein bring peace to Iraq? (Claimed by US) Of course not. If anything, it'll probably ignite more and more fires between the Shi'ahs and the Sunnis (Maybe they wanna see this to happen, but one thing for sure, whether you are Shi'ahs or Sunnis, we are all MUSLIMs) in Iraq and this will lead to wars and more wars and they (US) can take over the long-awaited oil companies easily. Wassalam.

Soalnya Hati

2006-12-28T01:47:00.000Z

Setelah berpuisi selama 4 hari 3 mlm di Newry dan juga Clonskeagh Mosque, bolehlah dibuat kesimpulan bahawa 7 habits of highly effective muslim yang disampaikan Ustaz Hasrizal (diolah dr 7 habits of highly effective people by Stephen Covey) tidaklaa sukar utk diaplikasikan dalam kehidupan seharian. Those who don't know, the habits are;

1) Be proactive, bukannya reactive!
2) Begins with the end in mind, hidup nie bukan trial n error, mesti ade matlamat!
3) Put first things first, don't be a slacker!
4) Think win-win, kasih syg dan tanggungjawab itu perlu.
5) Seek to understand then to be understood, jgn terlalu self-centered!
6) Synergise, try to get better solution from different opinions instead of tolerable to the one with different opinions.
7) Sharpen the saw, pastikan dimensi fizikal, mental, emosi dan spiritual sentiasa berkembang.

Akal sudah menerimanya, soalnya hati je skang nie, sama ada mahu berubah atau tak. Dalam diri kita nie, Hati@Heart@Liver@Kalbu kat sini bertindak sebagai (penasihat) kepada akal (seorang raja) bak kata ustaz. Kalo penasihatnya berniat utk mengukuhkan takhta Raja tersebut, maka berjalanlah apa yang dirancangkan. Tapi kalau penasihatnya terlalu mengikut kata-kata nafsu (duri dalam daging yang berniat nak mengambil takhta dr raja) maka tergendala lah apa yang telah dirancangkan oleh penasihat (Analogi ini ditokok dan tambah dr analogi yang asal). Ada paham Nathrah dan yg lain2?

Kat sini ade nasyeed by Zain Bikha yang berckp ttg hati seorang muslim...yang baik dijadikan teladan, yang buruk dijadikan sempadan...ditujukan khas buat diri sendiri..huhu

Heart of a Muslim

Looking up at the sky, searching for Allah most High
He rejected the way of worshipping Gods of clay
Prophet Ebrahim knew that Allah was near
And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere

Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is one
Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest
The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong
And the heart of a Muslim must be strong

It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam
That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man
So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part
Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart

In our poor meager state, little food on our plate
Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had
When I asked how can we share what's not enough
She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love

He said its time you should know, you will learn as you grow
That some people around will do what's bad to bring you down
Father said to be a star that's shining bright
For the heart of a Muslim does what's right

So whatever you, make sure your words are true
Honesty is the best, because life is a test
Even if it hurts so much you want to cry
For the heart of a Muslim does not lie

Doctors LUCKY to get housemanship???

2006-12-08T20:20:00.000Z

NEW STRAITS TIMES
Experience at what cost?
04 Dec 2006
PROF DR RAYMOND AZMAN ALI, Medical Faculty, Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia

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IT is my duty and social obligation to address the issues raised in the statement by the Malaysian Medical Association president ("MMA: Doctors lucky to get housemanship" - NST, Nov 30).

As someone who has been in service for 20 years, and worked as a house officer abroad and resident medical officer in the Kuala Lumpur Hospital, I think it is time I stood up for doctors.

Yes, house officers and resident medical officers gain "valuable hands-on experience" by working long hours in government hospitals, but at what expense?

It is not wise and counterproductive for us, the seniors, to say "I did it before, why can't you?" to our juniors.

In Australia, no doctor is allowed to work continuously beyond 12 hours.

It is dangerous and unethical to make the brain, mind and body work beyond 12 hours as a doctor. It is unthinkable to make any doctor work 34 hours continuously.

On returning to Malaysia to work as a resident medical officer in the Kuala Lumpur Hospital, that is what I was made to do.

So, these long working hours are not confined to house officers. As a specialist who deals with the organ that thinks, I can say that sleep deprivation causes irritability, irrationality, poor concentration and poor judgment.

Does the public want doctors to treat patients when they are tired, irrational and lacking judgment?

Could some of the deaths and mishaps that have occurred in government hospitals been avoided if doctors were more rational and able to make reasonable judgments?

And, this could also explain why some medical officers get upset and temperamental with their junior house officers.

Sleep deprivation may cause migraine attacks and cause daytime sleepiness.

What is the point of producing more modal insan (human capital) for the nation (in the form of doctors) when excessive daytime sleepiness makes them less productive or unproductive during normal working hours?

It is time government and university hospitals reviewed the working hours of house officers and resident medical officers. This can be done. It does not require parliamentary policies. YEAY! (I just added the yeay part!)

It is a matter of hospital administrators thinking of ways to shorten the working hours with the limited number of doctors.

Some may argue that developed countries, like Australia, have more doctors, but they also have more hospitals.

At the hospital I worked at in Australia, the doctor-patient ratio was the same as any government hospital in Malaysia.

I know that the medical officers in anaesthesiology in most hospitals in Malaysia have started practising new improved working hours.

Doctors who work nights should only work nights, and then go home in the daytime and get the weekends off. Doctors restored to work days should go home at night, but also work on weekends (which are normally less busy and have no clinics anyway).

Of course, there must be adjustments to call allowances and teaching hours if medical officers are in a master's program.

The improvement of working hours for doctors can and must be carried out by stakeholders.

P/S: Good news to will-be doctors huh :P

Good luck to all...

2006-12-07T23:25:00.000Z

This is not going to be a particularly long post. I just want to wish good luck to all who have last card-signing of the semester tomorrow! Diana, Fra, Peyuz and the rests...gambate kudasai!

I prefer netball!

2006-12-07T22:11:00.000Z

I'm extraordinarily tired today. 1 hour in the gym + 2 hour of vigorous taekwando training make me feel sick rather than healthy. I did enjoy doing all these physical activities (either vigorous or moderate huhu) but I just can't bear with it anymore especially when the instructor ask me to do all steps in fast motions, use your brain to make defensive movements and not just relying on the theories, so on and so forth. I just can't. Okay. Fullstop. Now is the other side of the story which I love to write. Hihi. I saw my First A walking towards the squash court with his cute face facing straight to mine (A bit perasan here!). OMG, I wish I can pause that moment and keep vividly in my mind and I just can't. Fra, as you may recall, my First A stood around me during my last card signing right? I guess he knew already laaa. Smart boy! I may sound 'gatal' here but believe me it won't last forever. My feeling on guys is easy to come and easy to go and so don't surprise if the next thing you know I turn my crush on feeling to hatred-ness. Huhu.

Lenot, jom jogging weekend ni?

Panic-striken or I'm a loser?

2006-11-23T10:06:00.000Z

So hard to get yourself out whenever you encounter such a panic-striken incident and you are the one who has to be blamed after all...that is it for today!

Ya Allah, malunye daku di pagi hari

2006-11-13T14:12:00.000Z

On ym pagi tadi, tup tup smpi pm dr ramai org cakap benda yg sama dan benda yg sama tue membuatkan aku cuak yg ntah pape. Bleh relax tak korang seme? Aku tau aku takde laa baik sangat but i still know the limits.

Alkisahnye cam nie, I got a pm msg from my fren yesterday. I know it was unusual for me to click on any web addresses especially when i got it thru ym but yesterday i went out of my norm. The address started with geocities bla bla then pinkgurl6.jpg. I thought it must be our raya pictures and i was too excited to look at them. Thereby, I clicked on the website and they asked for my yahoo id and password without noticing anythg different. I key-ed in all details and there were no photos shown. Lecehnya nak tgk gambar, then I left.

This morning, I received pm from many ppl and one of them said "tak sangka ko tgk benda yg lagha". Wait a sec, i never had once n how do they get access to my firefox history in the first place. Confius2. Cuak2. Dlm hat tuhan saje yg tahu. Berkat dr kata2 yg timbul dr hati aku, kalo x salah jgn takut menolong sedikit sebanyak dlm aku tenangkan fikiran aku yg bercelaru.

Pastu ade ckp "Lepas ni habis laa ym ko". Then ding dong, it's somethg wrong with my ym not my browser. Tetiba terdtg idea yg nie mesti aku terforward benda2 yg x elok nie. Tak bleh jadik nie. Right away, i asked my roomate to sign in and eventually i can read what was the msg i (it's not me, it's internet hijacker anyway) sent to everyone in my ym list. OMG, it was geocities bla bla dot com slash short description about a lady. Huhu, ni mmg gmbr yg x senonoh nie. Malunye. Ape nak buat nie. Tolong laa anyone.

I called my fren and asked her whether she aware about the msg that she sent. She said she couldnt open her mail neither the ym after her trip to Galway. OMG, it virus then. I explained everythg to her and asked whether she know ways to unsubscribe the website and suddenly her roomate who also received that msg teach me to delete the cache. I did after her and hopefully it works. Then I asked for Ihsan, my it mate, wakaka, he asked me to change my password. I did. I wanna wait for tomorrow to come and find out whether my yahoo id keep sending address from the websites or not.

Konklusinya, aku x penah tgk dan tak penah terpikir nak send bende2 merapu kat orang. It wasnt me. If u received it by chance, don't open it. Jgn terlebih curious, nanti jdk cam aku yg kononnya nak tgk gmbr yg diupload oleh seorg kawan.

Sekian.

Allah knows by Zain Bikha

2006-11-11T09:43:00.000Z

When you feel all alone in this world
And there’s nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

No matter what, inside or out
There’s one thing of which there’s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows

Nie diciplak dr Dr.Dati yang diimport khas dr Melbourne. Thanks Dati for posting it. Love this song to bits, sangat bermakna...

Bleh tgk kat sini http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RpjIsSdsT6A

Bile dh tgk video clip tue kat youtube.com, terclick laa video2 lain yang best2. Mula2 okay laa tgk nasyid pastu cam biase laa tgn nie gatal betul laa nak tgk benda2 lain, pi laa tgk lagu raya ciptaan dak2 Otago yg dh brp kali diusha, padahal takde pape yg best pun..kuku. Alih2 tgk Simpsons pastu Friends pastu Fruit Basket cam2 lagi benda yg melaghakan dan drag smpi 2 3 jam. Niat asal nak tgk video Zain Bikha je. Huhu. So kat sini ade nak bagi tips kat manusia cam aku nie spy masa tdk terbuang begitu shj.

1) Tgh2 tgk video yg ntah pape tue, cube laa kira berapa kali kite dgr ceramah online yang free lagi mantap. Ceramah DID pun tak katam lagi..huhu

2) Igt laa ape itu last minute preparation yg slalu dijadikan alasan oleh sesetengah pelajar yg tak score. Kalo laa tak dpt lagi clue tue Nat oi tak tahu laa

3) Kalo alasan nak improve ur english, rasenya tak tgk clips pun takpe. Juz listen to whatever they say while u read ur notes, gaya cam dgr laguuu

4) Pikir2 blk berapa jam dlm sehari kite pi carik extra info regarding our studies n compare laa huhu

Disebalik tips2 nie, aku merasakan ada juga pekdahnye. Terutama bila otak kita dh penat. Tapi, cepat2 laa keluar dr Youtube bile otak dh segar balik, jgn smpi extra2 segar smpi smyg lmbt, notes tak baca, usrah+halaqah taknak pegi sbb byk masa dh terbuang dgn youtubing...kuku...remember Allah knows no matter, inside or out.

(ingatan utk diri sendiri)

Nak pegi Sha's grad day ke tak?

2006-11-09T23:44:00.000Z

Tomorrow is Sha's graduation day. And tomorrow I have Anatomy class which no one dare to skip (Except Yusuf, my group mate who happened to go home for Eid and skipped 3 classes in a row and surprisingly got B in the latest CS) and to top it all, both are at 10a.m.

I wud love to go for DBS grand event but I cudn't find any good excuses at this moment. All I can say now is I'm dying to see Prof Ryan and ask him to let me go. Plzz...

Card-Signing

2006-10-26T17:08:00.000+01:00

Salam semua....Selamat Hari Raya@ Eid mubarak to all. I bet everyone out there has enough with raya cuisines, but i definitely not having much this time. I'm looking forward to attend open houses this weekends, which i have few in my minds. But, my housemates really put us in raya mood with their rendang+ketupat+kuah kacang. But as I said earlier, I want MORE.

My dreary card signing will be on 3rd whereby Diana, Fra n Peyuz having it tomorrow. It's good for them to experience it earlier so that they can get away with raya mood. Unlike me, I have to study like 2-3 lecture notes more than they do. It is fair enough as I have one more week to study, I wish I can finish all before Friday, 27th. I'm the library now, alone uploading my Clinical Compentencies Journal while they all looking at the cadavers in Anat Room. I dunno what brought them there for second time after almost 4 hour in there yesterday. We all smell like embalmed cadavers already. Ya, I almost forgot. We have our raya in Anat class and can u imagine how it's like when you wear nice baju kurung with new raya sneakers and suddenly u been splashed by the cadaver's fluid? Huhu...Kuku..

What else i wanna put up here. Ha..my eircom. I suffered so much. Really. And I hope that Eircom ppl comes as they said. I dun want to hear any reasons from them, or else I will kick their ass (I learnt it in Taekwando!!). Teruknya aku nie...memang!!!

Thanks Naqiu for the card raya. I received it yesterday. Thanks to Akmal n Hanisah (if u read this) for your nice card rayas. But, I still waiting for my mom's card raya. Why it takes so long to reach Dublin?

I guess i need to stop blogging since I dun have enough time for myself. We have 5 classes at most in a day and that has taken one third of my precious 24 hour. Nway,i feel so thankful, I was not in PreMed year coz we have EXTRA EXTRA time.

I'll stop now. Maaf Zahir&Batin.

No words can explain the tiredness of me

2006-10-13T12:14:00.000+01:00

Mmg penat. Bukan senang nak berpindah randah. Byk mende nak kene settle. Beli tue, beli nie. Register tue, register nie. Call sane, Call sini. Mmg lumrah org berpindah kot, kalo tak, tak dinamakan berpindah.

Lepas dh berpindah, kene settle pasal jrs plak. Nasib baiklaa depa nie semua tahu cara nak berdikari. Best jugaklaa. Tapi kekadang cam tension, asal laa tak banyak tanye sgt depa nie, tak macam kiteorg dlu, seme bende tanye kat Sr.

Dh dua minggu kat kelas. Okaylaa. Jumpe classmate lame. Classmate baru. Ade sorang nie dr Bermuda. I think she the first from that country. Belajar makin banyak. Makin susah. Kelas packed. Dr pagi smpi petang. Takde mase utk diri sendiri. Nasib baik, hr Rabu lepas cuti, bleh jugak renew Garda Card yang dikenakan 100E (Nasib baik bleh claim kat MARA).

Ekonomi cam biasa laa. Jual baju+buku terpakai plak. Dh berapa kali gi umah Kak Linda, sort baju yang bleh dijual dan baju yg xleh dijual. Letak harga. Segregate into smaller bags so that the guyz can carry them using their bikes. Jualan kad raya cam tak berapa bagus. Byk competitors laa this year. Maybe the promotion shud have start earlier.

Taekwando. Akhirnya, I took part in martial arts after unfinished Silat Cekak Hanafiah. Lenguh kaki dan pinggang laa skang nie. The fact that the trainers were handsome doesn't bother us. Huhu. Gatal tul.

Iftar free kat Dublin Mq cam dh x best sbb slalu x dpt Tandoori. Tapi hari nie Ain+Izyan buat iftar kat umah depa utk usrah mates n the best part is i'm one of them. Makan free lagi.

Dapat text dr Lorraine pasal PMC RCSI-UCD Sports day. Nak join ke tak? Malasnye. Bukan pemain yang berjaya, tapi boleh je nak try. Tengok dlu laa.

Telephone kat rumah x masuk lagi. Hampir sbln kat sini, baru 2 kali call umah. Teruknye.

Dah2, merapu nie.

(This blog owner has decided to change her blog status into diary entry only for this time)

Harap maklum.

Sedey..Cuak..Penat..Pening..dan yang sewaktu dengannya

2006-09-22T06:45:00.000+01:00

Alhamdulillah after 1+12+1 hours on 2 different airlines, I finally safe home. Pretty sad to leave my family after 3 months of quality times (makan,tido pun berkualiti tau) I shared with them. I started to miss them all. Uwaa... This wasn't important n interesting enuf to describe in comparison to 'cuak'.

Tell me, sape x cuak when there's nobody in an airport except for your family members, few MAB staffs and unseen floor engineers and u arrived an hour before the 1210 scheduled flight??? This is quite phenomenal to me. I never seen a small and hectic Kuala Terengganu Airport became so free and static. To top it all, a staff of Malaysia Airport Berhad greet u and said 'you missed the flight'??? Hell-ooo, I'm an hour early and you said i late for the flight. Today is monday 18th and my flight is scheduled for 1210, i'm really really sure about this. Not to be so confident about the date, I cleared up with my brother looking at his watch. Hell-ya, it was 18th and 1100 at that moment.

The staff then asked for my flight number. MH bla bla (I cudn't remember). He said while pointing at the screen board, " Flight awak dh digabungkan dengan MH bla bla (flight satu lagi) pukul 1000 pagi tadi". Wth is going on? There's no one informing me about this changes. OMG, I have another flight to catch (KUL-AMS). What if there's no other flight to KLIA for today since MAS has cut its number of TGG-KUL flights??? Macam2 dh ade kat kepala otak masa tue. Nasib baik la staff tue baik. Die suh pegi kat pejabat MAS. Dan staff kat sane pun baik. Die kasik flight 1625 tanpa kenakan pape bayaran. Tecnical error katanya. Lepas dh dpt boarding pass baru la lega skit. Tapi dlm hati tue cuak laa lagi selagi tak sampai ke KLIA. Satu pengajaran buat kite semua. Always re-confirm your flights before you started your journey or else you'll face the same situation.

Memandangkan masa masih panjang, makanya mak aku pun bawak la jln2. Pegi berkelah di Pantai Batu Buruk sambil minum air nyor/kelapa favourite mak aku.

Selamatla sampai ke KLIA dan kemudiannye di Amsterdam dan kemudiannya di Dublin. Penatnya usah dicakap. Maklumla aku duk sebelah laki Deutsch yang kononnya begitu protective terhadap couple die sampai aku yang kat sebelah dia menjadi mangsa. Kononnya nak kasik more space to his couple, tapi aku yang sengsara. Terpaksala menyopankan diri sepanjang 12 jam.

Nampaknya nasib malang aku menimpa2. Sampai kat Dublin, check-in luggage aku tak kunjung tiba. Diana, Anep, Nash dh dapat dieorg punye. Melangokla aku duk intai kat conveyer kot2 ade luggage aku. Pening kepala aku. Ish, mane luggage aku nie??? Lepas satu jam aku dh give up. Tgk re-claim counter for Aer Lingus (Ams-Dublin) penuh sesak ngan org ramai. Semua nak buat missing report. Dgr Mat Saleh kat sebelah ckp2, die kate satu kontena luggage tak masuk kat dlm flight. Masuk akal tak??? Lepas aku dh buat report, kasik address and phone number, balikla aku dengan dioerg yang terpaksa menunggu aku. Sampai rumah terus dapat phone call dr Kak Ain. My mom sms-ed her. Memangla mak aku risau pasal anak dia janji nak call pukul 1100. Time tue dh pukul 12 lebih. Lepas tue Kak Ain bgtau pasal nak tgk rumah baru. Mak aih, pening kepala. Nak pindah ke tak nie??? Pukul 1700 cam tue, ade Mamat AerLingus call aku ckp luggage aku dh smpi. Tunggu punye tunggu, pukul 2000 baru laa smpai betul2 kat depan pintu 314. Lega rasanya, tima kasih pawa rut. Hikhik.

Alhamdulillah skang dh pindah umah baru yang tak baru sgt.

Sedey sbb dh tak duk 314 lagi.

Cuak pun ade sbb dh nak masuk belajar balik.

Penat berpindah pun tak abih lagi.

Pening tgk condition umah baru yang 'cancincau'

Pape pun korang doakanla aku semoga selamat di bumi Dublin nie. InshaAllah....

When wrinkles started to appear...

2006-08-24T06:52:00.000+01:00

that show u undergo a positive aging process and your body still growing. I don't really care about this indications but this year, I can feel my legs become stiff and my mind feel so disturbed of moving from a safe side 20 to a non-steady 21. I dunno bout other people, but I have this terrible turning-21-year-old-discomfort feeling. There's a lot more to think of, especially on future plannings. How do I want my life to be like? What can I do to improve myself? etc etc

Anyone who have reached out 21, please gimme some suggestions to get rid of this...

Malasnye nak balik Dublin...

2006-08-20T09:47:00.000+01:00

Masa skang dh suntuk..tinggal lebih kurang sebulan lagi sebelum kaki ini melangkah pergi meninggalkan rumah+keluarga+kawan yang tercinta...Walaupun hati ini cam berat tapi perasaan excited nak study tue ade gak laa...

Atas Nama Kemanusiaan...

2006-07-11T08:52:00.000+01:00

Inilah rakan sekerja saya, tabung derma Palestin. Hasil usahasama Islamic Society UCD dgn Interpal. At least masa cuti nie tak terbuang begitu shj. Ape yang aku buat basically pegi ke sekolah2 n tunjuk video n then mintak derma. Next plan nak gi office2 plak. Tapi, buat masa skang nie, plan tergendala disebabkan aku dilanda chicken pox. Haih, musibah betul. Ape2 pun doakan aku semoga cepat sembuh kay!

Walaupun kutipan setakat ini tidaklah seberapa dan bila diconvert2, lagilah berkurang nilainya, tapi kesedaran di kalangan rakyat Malaysia tu penting. Selain menderma utk rakyat sendiri (Melalui program Bersamamu dll) kita jugak boleh menabur sedikit dana utk disalurkan ke Palestin yang majoriti penduduknya beragam Islam. Seagama dengan kita.

"Sesungguhnya sesiapa yang menolong di jalan Allah, Allah akan menolongnya " Surah Muhammad, Ayat 7.

Prestigous WorldCup 2006 Final???

2006-07-11T08:18:00.000+01:00

Asal due2 favourite team Fra n Diana respectively...Ngeh2...Sry u guyz lamer x update! I'll send my no thru ym kay! Perlawanan nie mmg menguji kecekapan Goal keeper tul...tgk laaa

Gaya Barthez yang seakan2 main boling tak mampu menyangi gaya sepak takraw Buffon. Oleh sebab itu, Itali menang!!!

Disebalik drama Itali-France nie, Zidane diberikan kad merah. Materazzi, ape yang ko ckp kat Zidane hah hah??? Walaupun aku xde laa suke sgt kat Zidane tapi aku kecewa laa die terpaksa end his career with red card. Tapi takper dh menang golden ball right? So, 0-0

All in all...worldcup 2006 mmg best!! Kepada yang bersengkang mata tgk bola tue, dh dh worldcup dh tamat pun...tunggu next 4 years plak! Kepada yang tgk ulangan kat Channel 83 pun, dh dh channel tue dh tutup pun...huhu...

1515=TMnet 1511=Jaring

2006-07-11T00:44:00.000+01:00

Yuhuuu....finally, i got my Internet back into my life!!! The 'big' problem running in my Acer was discovered yesterday by Pakar IT at my Mom's office. Huhu. Rupenye takde laa besar sgt problemnyerr. Padanlaa Pakcik Kedai Komputer+Pakcik Office Mak aku+Abg Era ckp takde problem ngan laptop pun sbb depa try other usernames jadik jer (Proses nak menghantar mengambil nie dh memakan masa 2 minggu!!)....Pasrah jer laaa kan...Dalam pasrah2 nie pun aku ttp usaha hntr lagi kat Pakcik Office Mak Aku, name die Pakcik Joe (Bukan Diana's Joe)...Aku ckp kat mak aku tinggal jerlaa kat dia sammmpai siap...tension2

Tup tup my mom brought it home after office hour yesterday (uiks, cepatnye dh settle!) and she asked me to type 1511 instead of 1515. She added " 1515 utk TMnet bukan Jaring, Jaring 1511 "

x6@#?ji%&...Holy crap...How come I screwed up this small thingy??? 9 months abroad really had me into this trouble...I once used TMnet for quite a long time before moving to Jaring...And so I think my mind could not register the new one and whenever I key in the details in connection setting, I always set 1515 and not 1511.

Alhamdulillah...everything is over now...wait for my new posts ya!!

P/S: How I wish my youngest bro to pursue his study in computer-related course. Asyik hntr org je. Makan masa dan harta benda dan jiwa raga. By that time mesti aku dh takde mase nak belek komputer lagi. Hehe. Buat mase skang dh ade Hafifi, my sis's bf. At least computer kat rumah nie boleh laa dia tlg tengokkan. Yang tak laratnye dak nie bz memanjang, cuti pun takde umah. Dah2 melalut laa nie. Ciao. Congratulation to Italy on winning 5-3 over France!!!

I'm going crazy!!!

2006-07-03T09:31:00.000+01:00

It was a fortnight after my come back to my homey. Nevertheless, my internet connection seems to boycott me rather than welcoming. I tried to use my Acer to get online. The first time I use, there was nothing wrong...smooth and steady. The next day I tried, then only I realized that the problems started to arise. The error stated was Error 633...U must verify the username or password or domain...what the heck is going on??? I already double check it for zillionth of time yet the real problems is still undiscovered....

This morning, I went out to buy new Jaring Started pack with full hope and right now, I'm in Golden Cyber Cafe waiting for my mom to pick me up....lolololo

P/S ; Can't wait for semi-final games...poor Brazil n England..Germany, France, Portugal the journey just started....

Team with most handsome players=Netherlands

2006-06-17T01:16:00.000+01:00

Van Persie...and his team

Amalina...I just can't see much from ur so admirable Klose..huhu

2006-06-14T22:31:00.000+01:00

Tgk Neuville jugak yg savekan keadaan...kalo tak mesti dh kalah...muahaha...can't wait to be home! 5 more days to go n wait for me ya, n then we can scream together!!!

-Based on TRUE story-

2006-06-13T16:50:00.000+01:00

Dear Friends,
Received this and would like to share and alert all the ladies out there. Looks like we live in a very scary world and have to be very, very, very careful wherever we are. Take care. Please read this and be very wary of similar situations when you take a taxi.

Guys, you had better let your wives and daughters read this!Please be careful and it happened in both Msia and Spore.It is not a simply forwarded message. It happens for REAL! When I read this forwarded email, i thought it was just a made-up story or junk mail. But Ireally thank God that I have read this email before.

Today is 30.12.2005, Friday in Singapore. It happened to me just now when I was on my way back from work. I will never forget this dangerous incident that I have experienced. It is a valuable lesson. Please bear in mind, DON' T GET INTO THE TAXI ALONE!!

If you were to sit in the taxi alone, please be 100% alert with the surrounding. No matter the taxi driver is chinese, malay or indian, PLEASE BE AWARE! If you notice that there is a sound of spray of perfume or air purifier inside the taxi, PLEASE GET DOWN from the TAXI IMMEDIATELY!!

It just happened to me just now. It was about 12.45am. I got into a taxi driven by a malay man. I was in the taxi for a few minutes, I suddenly heard of a sound of spray and there was a smell like air purifier. I felt weird as to why the driver put two types of air purifiers in his taxi.

The smell immediately reminded me about this forwarded email that I read. I started to be aware of my surroundings. But the puff of the purifier kept appears every few minutes. I was very worried and scared. Gradually, I sensed that my body started to feel weak and weaker.

The purifier kept puffing from the back seat, just right behind me. As I really felt my whole body is weaken. I asked the driver to let me get down at the side road. But he kept trying to talk to me and ask me why not dropping me off at my destination.

I think he was trying to drag the time. To my horror, I felt both of my hands and legs got numbed and no energy, almost could not move. When I talked to the driver, I could not even speak properly, not to say to shout for help, 'cos I was really too weak. Immediately, I opened the door and ran to passer-by for help.

I really thank God for saving me. If not, I really can't imagine what would have happened to me. I am traumised by this incident. This is TRUE case. Please do keep in mind! IT IS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY!

I feel the need to share with you guys no matter you are men or women cos It is NOT a LIE, not a made-up story. It really happened. Do let your friends, family members and relatives know about this case. I believe you are just like me, don't wish anybody to be the victim of this case.

"Please be aware when aboard to a taxi, especially the ladies."

Gals... Please take note and Guys... Please forward to your female friends.

p/s; Dicopy dan diedit semula dr email yang dipost di PPIMI

Czech Republic rulez!

2006-06-12T23:19:00.000+01:00

Rumah cam tongkang pecah!

2006-06-10T14:16:00.000+01:00

I wish I can cut myself into pieces (so that they can asexually divided and turn to be a human being) or make clones of myself so that I able to do several works at one time. The first clone is to sit safely in the room and start unpacking and re-packing, c'mon Nathrah! My room is so messy perhaps a good place to play hide n seek (Good news to Narnia siblings! At least the Lucy has more choices to hide herself other than in a wardrobe and the next thg you know she already in snowy place..huhu)

The second clone is to make to listen to the lecture by Ustaz Sidi Abdal Aziz Ahmad Fredericks, a great scholar from Glasgow. He was awesome. By listening to his soft voice and looking at his calm face will make your small HEART feel fonder.

The third one is to be around my friend who has coming all the way from Birm. Thanks to Ochee for helping out!

The fourth one is to write a new post for me...this is really wanted at this moment!

The fifth and the sixth and the rests will be moulded up soon.....

Jom gi D.I.D!

2006-06-05T09:50:00.001+01:00

Pengembaraan Mencari Joe Jambul Bermula!

2006-06-03T19:32:00.000+01:00

Adakah Joe Jambul berjambul?
Adakah dia berada di Dublin city?
Masihkah dia bertakhta di hati Ultraman Diana?

Rules & Regulations;

1) To unravel who is Joe Jambul, all participants have to come out with as many questions as you could but the structure of questions have to have only 'yes' or 'no' or 'not related'reply, like the examples given below.

Contoh skima pemarkahan untuk soalan yang bakal DITERIMA

Eg; Adakah Joe Jambul berjambul?
The answer cud be 'yes' or cud be 'no' or cud be 'unrelated'

Contoh skima pemarkahan untuk soalan yang TAK AKAN DITERIMA

E.g;Di manakah Ultraman Diana mengenali Joe Jambul?
The question which require subjective reply is not acceptable

2) In a day, the participants have to submit ONLY 5 questions. The replies will be given ASAP.

3) No cheating please. Don't ever try to 'money talks' with ppl close to Ultraman Diana!

4) The games has no limit time. There's nothing to rush on. (Exams is more important!)

Wish u all the best. Thanks you for participating.

-Director of 'Mencari Joe Jambul'

Friendly match btw Ratu Chocolate and Aku Melayu

2006-06-03T18:54:00.000+01:00

Believe me or not, there was a player named Dee Ya Na from Batu Kelikir spent her 100 Euro (+- 500 worth RM) on chocolates in Cash&Carry...the whole bunch of chocolates is for HER (purposely in all capital letters to show her percentage is the MOST..huhu) and of course her beloved family...

Aku Melayu is a figure in E Tali team who tried to speak in "Aku" "Ko" mode but failed. No matter what it sounds, gud luck in becoming real Aku Melayu!

The games was started on 1330pm to 1700 and the winner will be entitled the "Queen of Facial Expression". However they both score no goal and both won at tight finish. Having said that they both exchanged goodbye hugs and promised to play again in the 3 months time to get the title...Cheers!

Xmen III; Mutantkid in Action

2006-06-03T09:41:00.000+01:00

Assalamualaikum...yeay! Sem II exams has over! Hope our nights of burning the midnight oil paid off. InshaAllah.

Just to recall what we've done(Diana, Fra n Me) after we finished Module 11&12 papers. The last papers were lot better in comparison to Module 9&10's in terms of choices of questions...far far better!

1) Fra; Where's my ******?? Huarrrggghhh, I definitely gonna miss him!

(Don't worry Fra, u'll forget about him when NESTA Allesandro +++ show up throughout World Cup)

2) Diana ; Calm down Zainab, i know u're sad...
Zainab; It's okay, Allah knows what's the best for me...

I admired the way she conducted herself. Anyway Zainab is one of our classmates from UAE, she is so kind, generous, pious(we can tell from they way she replied to Diana!) and genius and we call her Diana's Twin as they both sharing same bag pack pattern and black hijab. In short, she was 1 hour late for the papers and the sad part is that she has to go back to Dublin as early as September to resit the papers. Nauzubillah. Take a lesson guyz...always...always doublecheck ur exams schedule! A reminder to myself as well...

3) Nath ; Noura, is it the last time we meet in Dublin, OMG, I'll miss u after this...early hearty congratulations to u and ur future husband...see in you in KL...Langkawi n Pangkor gonna bring up happiness and joy to both of ya during ur honeymoon stay. Cheers! Bye!

-Movie time-

In general, Xmen III The Last Stand has its own attraction neglect of the not fully developed plots and sudden ending. Surprisingly Mutantkid became part of the crews as she gotta tell in chronological order of Xmen to a very fortunate girl who never had a chance to watch Xmen I and II…best gle dak tue, selalu die tido jerk tgk cite cam tue, tp hari tue die x tdo... dengan bantuan Mutantkid…muahaha

-Shopping time-

Fra wasn’t with us yesterday. Diana and me spent half of the day in city centre, From Cash&Carry to Grafton and from Carrol’s to Clerys. Fortunately, sunlight has graced our journey and kinda banished the depressing nights of burning the midnight oil. Totally jet-lagged! But, to shopaholic like me, yesterday was still bearable…today, Fra is joining us in our extended shopping spree…with a mission in head…to find boxes! Kelakar betul….

Wassalam

Tickle.com

2006-05-25T18:49:00.000+01:00

Congratulations, Nath!
Your IQ score is 124

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Precision Processor. This means you're exceptionally good at discovering quick solutions to problems, especially ones that involve math or logic. You're also resourceful and able to think on your feet. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

Diana and Fra, no wonder i did not fully aware of things around me recently! I think my "subconscious mind" had gone perhaps my brain works at slower rate and it's proven by the result of the IQ test that I've just taken. The result drops by more than 10. (I tried similar IQ test one year ago!) Therefore, sorry in advance if I humiliate you guyz again...

No more orders puhleese

2006-05-23T19:19:00.000+01:00

C'mon..Membeli sambil Menderma Nasi Tomato utk Palestin dah selesai laaa....so, stop ordering...anyway, thanks to all buyers..only God can pay back ur good deeds..

This is a post by Zaatil on PPIMI's yahoo group (PPIMI stands for Persatuan Pelajar Islam Malaysia Ireland and why she is in that group???..wuhuuu...). Ade niat baik rupenye. Bagus..bagus...Happy reading and selamat menderma!

Message 1
From: "Zaatil Iffah binti Asmawi"
Date: Mon May 22, 2006 11:27am(PDT)
Subject: What Have You Done for Islam Today?

To my dear Muslim brothers and sisters, let us not be so selfish. Let us please think about our family in Palestine. Remember the Prophet s.a.w. said that (roughly translated) the believers are like a body,when one part hurts, the whole body hurts. If we truly claim to be believers in Allah and the Resurrection Day, then why do we not feel hurt when other parts of our body are sufferring in Al-Quds? Why don't we feel even the slightest pain when our body tissues are aching withnecrosis? Please. I beg you. Kindly visit this page and do your bit for today. Even if you are NOT a MUSLIM, please do this for the sakeof humanity. I know there are many kind hearts out there who love to help alleviate the sufferring of other people (well, what do you wanna become a doctor for, then?), so here's your chance. Thank you so verymuch. I cannot thank you enough. For Muslims, may Allah reward you with His love, guidance and blessings, and may this sadaqah jariah flow thawaab (pahala) into our amal account even after we have left this World. And to non-Muslims, may this act help you as much as it will help the afflicted in Palestine.Jazakumullahu khairan katheera...

MSM Palestine Appeal
http://www.danzalab.com/msm/index.htm

The other Farah in my life

2006-05-17T19:15:00.000+01:00

This goes up to my dear Farah Diana;

Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Farah...
Happy Birthday to you.....miss u so much!

Boringness can bring me to boredom BUT you always bring happiness to me...can't wait to see u...

YESTERDAY WAS JUST ANOTHER TERRIBLE DAY HERE IN DUBLIN!

2006-05-12T04:30:00.000+01:00

Niat nak kene betul!

2006-05-09T03:23:00.000+01:00

Terbaca kata-kata nie (Zaatil, hadis sahih ke?I need u to clarify this) kat bilik Idah. So, semalam buzz die on ym utk mengucapkan selamat maju jaya dalam peperiksaan...lalu ku gunakan peluang itu utk meminta Idah akan kata-kata ini...yang ku separuh lupa matannya.

"Tuntutlah olehmu akan ilmu, menuntut ilmu kerana Allah akan menjadikan kamu takut kpdNya..menuntut ilmu adalah ibadah..mengingati ilmu adlh tasbih..membincangnya adalah jihad..mengajarnya kpd org yg tidak mengetahui adalah sedeqah"

(daripada...muaz bin jabal)

Meteor..meteor

2006-05-08T11:30:00.000+01:00

" Meteor has decided to screw themselves over by giving away free credit, send this to 7 people and you'll get Euro 123 credit. (It works)"

What a nonsense! I hate when receive this kinda of text@sms..be it in Ireland as well as back home. I would laugh everytime I read those texts....I laughed at the one who initiated all this and the senders who are so kind & generous (nasib baikla Meteor users dpt free texts tapi kot yer pun byk lagi mende yg bleh diforwardkan e.g tazkirah ke meeting details ke) spreading them out....Therefore, I wanna make a plea to all my frens...don't forward it to me the next time u received it. Plz...and plz....

Isms+Cracked Laptop+Kawin

2006-05-08T02:57:00.000+01:00

The title is enough to describe my last usrah...We did on Darwinism, Capitalism, Secularism and Nationalism...and it was my pleasure to listen to all presenters (I'll do on Hedonism next week...huh...got more time to prepare..)...thanks to Doti, Izyan, Nida', Kina...we finished at 9.oo pm...3 hour discussion..not bad...

Cracked Laptop...not mine! Kak As punye...teringat gaya static yang digayakan Kak As sewaktu Laptopnya jatuh di depan mata...terlopong...terkedu....terkesima....Lalu diangkatnya Laptop tersebut setelah beberapa ketika...berlubang di sebelah kanan...skrin dh senget...Huhu...Harap xde berlaku perkara sedemikian rupa kepada hamba....

Kawin...Kak Huda told us that her parent got married when they were in 2nd year in Uni of Notts....then Maryam continued with her parent's..lil bit similar....One girl interrupted the conversation by saying that she already has her parent's permission to marry her choice...huhu...kawin...kawin...I called my bestfren (gud to hear she's doing okay! Alhamdulillah...akan ku senantiasa panjatkan doa buatmu) yesterday and she asked me when am I going to break the record? OMG...no no...not me...maybe somebody else....sape ekk???....X sabar tul nak tahu....hikhik...

International night photos

2006-05-01T19:40:00.000+01:00

As usual...u can click on My photopages link...traditional nyer...nie laa jadiknye bile org nak ber'blog' tapi x pandai IT....huhu

Muna dan Aku

2006-04-30T20:40:00.000+01:00

Nie laa pemandangan Muna atau sajian mata selama ini dan hari-hari mendatang...by looking at this picture, we can tell that she is a big fan of The Simpsons...dan dia sgt2 rajin study..Gud luck Muna...jgn tension2 sgt...i'm sure u'd be okay in this coming exams..Sesungguhnya Allah akan mengurniakan rezeki kepada orang yang berusaha dan kemudiannya bertawakkal....

Nie plak aku punyer....penuh ngan poster...dan xde notes langsung..
posters, postcards, bookmarks je yang memenuhi ruang di dindingku.
Tidak serajin Muna....bencinye...bile aku nak jadi rajin nie????
Doakan aku senantiase rajin dan berusaha dengan lebih gigih lagi
dan kemudiannya berjaya dalam exams..inshaAllah...

(Nath yang kebosanan study lalu membuat sesuatu yang kurang
faedahnya melainkan menambahkan satu lagi post di blognya....)

Identity crisis

2006-04-30T20:08:00.000+01:00

I met my friend Sharina in the mosque this morning...she joined the qiamullail...Nie laa sedikit sebanyak perbualan kiteorg sblm di cut oleh pentazkirah Sr Syafiq..huhu

"Asal aku tgk ko nie...kekadang brutal kekadang ayu..." Sharina berkata

"Well, I have nothing to say...brutal dalam ayu kot...eh2 tukar2...ayu dalam brutal kot...ntah laa" Kata saya yang kebetulannya memakai jeans dan sweater jer...sempoi+x ayu langsung in comparison to other participants...biase laa...xleh nak challenge akak2 tue semer...depa mmg dah naturally ayu kot...betul tak?

"Aper laa ko ni Nath...jadilah ayu sikit" Katanya lagi

"Erm, ayu...aku x ayu lagi ker????" Jawabku. Suara Sr Syafiq kemudiannya memenuhi ruang empat segi itu....bagus laa mamat tue...mantap siot...suara cam Ustaz n his delivery pun mantap...

Ok...sambung kembali kita ke agenda yang sebenar....talking about identity crisis...

Adekah aku perlu senantiasa berpakaian ayu+sopan???

Adekah aku patut berubah menjadi orang yang semakin lemah lembut dan ayu lahir dan zahirnya???

Patutkah aku mengurangkan pemakaian jeans+tshirt ke sekolah...dan membanyakkan penggunaan skirt dan baju kurung dalam kehidupan seharian aku???

Huhu...susahnya nak berubah jadi ayu and at the same time tutup aurat cam senior2 tue...hal ni dah lame berlegar di ruang fikiranku sejak kebelakangan nie...memandangkan umurku bakal mencecah umur 21 tahun...dh kawin dah kalo zaman dlu2...oleh yang sedemikian...aku mesti patut perlu berubah untuk menampakkan kematangan dan keayuan aku selangkah dengan usiaku.......sekian coretan buat kali ini...

.....Don't act like a smart-ass.....

2006-04-26T06:34:00.000+01:00

I hate myself

I hate myself. First because I waved to my long-lost friend who apparently studying in Dublin Business School ignoring her GF next to her...I can't forgive myself for this!

Second one, I slept for nearly 10 hours (getting worse day by day)...I hate this...n the fact that i missed two prayers in a row was so regretful...Even in this case Allah will hate me...Nauzubillah...I'll try to get rid of this over-sleeping sickness start from today......c'mon u have big exam just around the corner....n remember, there is no turning back!

Controversial writing...specially to my mom...

2006-04-24T20:06:00.000+01:00

Sunyi...selubungi malam...
Mengusik minda yang terlontar jauh...
Masih hangat terasa ...
Tangan yang membelai yang mengusik manja...
Daku damba kasihmu...
Biar jadi pedoman...
Buat penyuluh jalan kugapai impian...
Angin...kau nyanyikan lagu...
Untuk permataku...tenang selalu...
Bayu...sampaikan berita...
Daku kini ceria...aman dan bahgia...
Selimutkan rinduku bersama malammu

Hadirlah...dalam mimpiku...
Agar kau selalu...ada disisiku...
Rindu belaian kasihmu...Rindu senyumanmu...
Penawar lukaku...
Dengarkan laguku...hadiah untukmu...
Jasa dan baktimu ku kenang selamanya...
Dikaulah cahaya...
Bila malam menjelma...
Kasihmu membawa ke syurga...
Dan redha yang Esa...

Regards,
Your lovely daughter..hihi

...This is actually a nasyid lyric by Mirwana-Permataku...

Welcome back to school!

2006-04-23T13:32:00.000+01:00

First n foremost, happy birthday to Peyuz...walaupun aku xde gmbr best utk diupload tapi u r indeed a gud fren that I cud never ever forget to wish u on ur bday...tapi malangnya ko dh tua..hikhik....

Tmrw..my daily routines roll back on its trail.....

Chayok2, gambate, aja2 fighting to all of u who are in the middle of any 'battles' or going to...get urself prepared starting from now...it's not too late to start...n if u already put ur efforts on, i wud suggest u to double it...erm, we can't never expect what is upon us...okay?

Ya Allah...aku berdoa kepadamu...berikanlah aku serta rakan-rakan seperjuanganku ketenangan dalam menghadapi peperiksaan yang bakal mendatang.....wassalam

La tahzan or jgn bersedih

2006-04-21T08:59:00.000+01:00

Jangan Bersedih...Cinta Rasulullah Menjamin Kebahagiaan

Jangan Bersedih...Redha Dengan Anugerah Allah Membuat Anda Terkaya di Dunia

Jangan Bersedih...Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penerima Taubat serta Rahmatnya Maha Luas

Jangan Bersedih...Semata-mata Kerana Anda Berbeza dengan Orang lain

Jangan Bersedih...Bila Disakiti, Dicela, Direndahkan atau Dizalimi

Jangan Bersedih Sesungguhnya Setelah Kesusahan Akan Ada Kemudahan

Jangan Bersedih...Kerana Kesedihan Anda akan Membuat Musuh Anda Gembira

Jangan Bersedih...Atas Perilaku Manusia Terhadapmu Tetapi Perhatikanlah Perilaku Mereka Terhadap Allah

Jangan Bersedih...Allah Tidak Akan Mensia-siakan Pengorbananmu

Jangan Bersedih, Dunia ini Terlalu Hina Untuk Ditangisi........

--copy and paste from Hidayati's posted message at x-mafias yahoogroup--

Sunshine and showers

2006-04-21T08:45:00.000+01:00

Today, at 7o'clock I went for a brisk walk. Alone. Because my mate was up for something else, she actually has an usrah at Powerscout...shud be fun going to the park in this spring time...i'm looking forward to have a trip over to that colourful with flowers all around place...inshaAllah...i'll be there when exams is over...

On the way to the canal, I couldn't run myself from free newspaper distributor...and weather column has caught my eyes on. It is stated that there will largely wet in the next few days ahead, though there should be some bright spells appearing by Monday and then again on Wednesday...

So, don't be so over-confident by leaving ur coat or jacket in home considering dry and bright days recently...that is it..news weather report by Nathrah at DublinQ314..muahahaha

2 birthdays in a row

2006-04-20T08:22:00.000+01:00

On Tuesday, the great three (Fern, Natasha n Diane) went out to St Stephen Green Park to celebrate Diane's birthday in a moderate way...despite of cold breeze..and the intense chill raking through their body, they still had fun under one hut-like shelter. Eat and laugh..laugh again and eat..eat eat..laugh laugh...until they sicked of doing that and moved their butts off the place and walked around the park. While the birthday girl which was in utter amusement with stunning flowers taking photographs, the other two were busy interrupting her to get into the camwhore. After 3 hours approximately in the park, they found their way to the Hodges Figgis and then to the other bookstore in a way to accomplish Fern's big aim...Godfather's hardcover book...unfortunately her aim was in vain...nevertheless she got herself the one in the bookshelves...pretty sad.......end of story.

On Wednesday, eight lovely people(names not to list here) spent 4 hours in Kerry's kitchen struggling to make nasi dagang versi Makcik sekian..sekian. There, they celebrated Kerry's birthday one day earlier (supposedly on 20th) with a cake and donuts. Suprisingly, she was not surprised enough seeing the cake on the table after she gone for a while...(they should think of other ideas i guess)....eat nasi dagang...capture the moments...end of story.

Wait for the next birthday story by me.myself this next Sunday...whoaaaaa.....another birthday in April...and I bet there were like a shower of estrogen and progesteron in Malaysia back in April 1985..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY biG n Old DIANA babeh...

2006-04-18T04:06:00.000+01:00

This is world premier photo published by me....on a grant beutiful day....which happens to be Diana's birthday....huhu....jgn marah nanti aku kepok pale mu (bhs trg yg x bagus utk digunakn)

Bit on Diana...she is cool+slumber badak+happy go lucky+always has a broad smile at her face...and because of that....i lurve her....to be my true intimate friend laaa....like picture in this photo...ke mana shj bersama diana even di toilet...huhu

My ummah lyric

2006-04-17T16:45:00.000+01:00

My ummah, my ummah
He will say
Rasulullah on that day
Even though we’ve strayed from him and his way

My brothers, my sisters, in Islam
Let’s struggle, work, and pray
If we are to
Bring back the glory of his way

CHORUS:
Ya Allah ya rabbal ‘alamin
Ya rahmanu ya rahim
Ya rabbi
O Allah Lord of the Worlds
O Merciful and Beneficent
O my Lord

Let the Ummah rise again
Let us see daylight again
Once again

Let’s become whole again
Proud again
’Cause I swear with firm belief in our hearts
We can bring back the glory of our past

My ummah, my ummah
He will say
Rasulullah on that day
Even though we strayed from him and his way

Look at where we were
And look at where we are
And tell me
Is this how he’d want it to be?
Oh no! Let us bring back our glory

More bout my chatting buddy...

2006-04-16T15:34:00.000+01:00

Huhu...he sent me a msg thru ym...

Happy Easter holiday beautiful! Have a nice sleep...I did...And I was dreaming of you..Miss you

Menakutkannye...menyesalnye pegi add die kat ym...huhu...starting from today, I'll be in invisible mode....ciao..off to canal for a brisk walk...

I need to start my DIET plan

2006-04-14T20:27:00.000+01:00

Seriously, i'm not joking...my body weight raise up to the number that I would barely reach before this...I dunno what had happened to me...maybe I put on many high cholesterol foods recently...can u imagine, I finished daging burger 12 in one week...teruknye...start from now and on, I have to watch on the calorie taken per day and perhaps walk to and from the school...lame excuses are not acceptable...I think I need Diana to help me on this...no more Kebab Club and I hv to turn to low fat milk.....the plan is effective immediately after this post published and will continue until my weight slumps to its normal and my round face change to oval face (this is so IMMpossible)...Huhu

SAY NO TO higH calOrie FOODS...Oh noooooooooooooo

I chatted to someone from Canada

2006-04-14T19:45:00.000+01:00

It was last night. Alone. Bored to death. Doing nothing other than lazy around in my own room. While I was downloading photos to my fotopages (Internet connection was so slow as usual and I could not finish uploading them until this moment of time), I turned my skype on with no reasons. It is because I only turn it on whenever my friends want to call me. It's free anyway. Huhu.

Suddenly, I had a brilliant idea to browse for new virtual friends. The first buddy I sent my instant message to is a student. He's from Glasgow. Not interested enuf in making friends and I left him.

Then came another...which I sacrifice my sleeping hours chatting to him. He's a businessman...oh wow...currently in East coast of Canada and always travel to England once in a while...he's actually selling environmental equipments or save the planet stuffs from North America to England...cool huh...but what can I do, he's too old for me...he already has two kids(they are lovely...look at the picture!)...sedey :( Just kidding, I hv no interest in org putih, am I???? Hikhik

What can I say bout this guy is that he being so positive in his life...after his wife left him few years ago for a janitor...huhu...love is blind eh? I love the way he handle himself...remember, life must go on no matter what is happening to you...right?

After we chatted for 3 hours or so, he then called me. We talked many things going on in this life from satellite tv channels to father-children relationship (If only I can copy and paste it to this blog...huhu...dun want laa...nanti blog ni jadik cam diary betul laa plak...better keep it to urself je laa Nath oi....tetibe teringat kat sayang oi....) and the list goes on and on...

To make it short, I finally went to sleep at nearly 2 a.m...it was nice to know him afterall especially when u r in dire need to have someone to talk to....adios...assalamualaikum...

You're not alone

2006-04-14T19:37:00.000+01:00

This song is dedicated to all viewers...be it my family members, my friends or anyone who suddenly stumble upon this blog...
It's not the full version of the song..i only take the chorus part

You're not alone,
I am here with you
Thou you far away
I am here to stay

You're not alone
I am here with you
Thou you are apart
You're always in my heart.......

I really mean what I wrote up here...from the bottom of my heart...

Simply click on bunch of pictures

2006-04-14T14:44:00.000+01:00

The option is at the bottom right on this page...You know, it is easier for me to upload on fotopages compared to this blog...so, here it goes...